...ime mi je Viktorija...prwi put sam na owom swijetu zaplakala 18.5.1991.negdje oko pola 8 navecher...znachi imam 17 (neshvachenih) godina…u horoskopu sam bik...u podznaku skorpion...žiwim u Kotoribi...muchim se u medicinskoj školi u varaždinu...imam (trenutno) smedju kosu…plawe ochi...visoka negdje izmedju 170-175 cm...težina owisi o swakakwim situacijama...kreche se od 55-60kg...opsjednuta sam hororima...nadnarawnim stwarima...magijom...i swe u tom smislu...pomalo sam praznowjerna...wjerujem u duhove....slusham rock...metal...malo punka...obožavam motore...tetovaže...gitare... bubnjeve... bojim se wisine...fasciniraju me groblja...u slobodno wrijeme jebem ljude u zdraw mozak (swe se wracha swe se placha)...kao hobi smatram sharanje po zidowima,ormarima...tipkanje po tipkownici...razbijanje (swog) mobitela...(haha...al nije to namjerno)...skupljanje plishanih medvjedicha (hihi...kak malo dete)...planowi za buduchnost su mi stetowirati se...iii,ma neznam....ne razmishlajm previshe o buduchnosti...luda sam za crtichima,,,posebno za FiFI...spužvabobom...i telletubbisima...znam biti jaako ljubomorna...oswetoljubiwa... kad sam stwarno jaaaako ljuta-pretwaram se u wraga...hihihi...wolim jaako živcirat druge ljude...ponekad sam depresiwna...naporna... twrdoglava... wechinom optimistichna...zmotana...lijena... wrlo znatizeljna....jako se lako i chesto zaljubim....najsretnija sam dok postignem nesht oko chega sam se fest trudila...dok sam sretno zaljubljena…dok me starci ne zajebawaju radi gluposti...dok dobim dobru ocjenu...ma ja sam wechinom sretna... =) ...ko malo dete...
…nerwira me dok je netko sarkastichan...dok neko nekog wrijedja bez razloga...neprawda…dok sereju bez nekog posebnog razloga,tek iz dosade…dok neki ljudi namjerno jedni drugima zagorchawaju žiwot…wolim moje frende...i frendice...bez kojih život nebi bil kakow je je...brachu...koji su taak dobri prema meni...heh...crnu,crvenu,zelenu, (maslinastozelenu) i ljubichastu boju...duuugo spavati...jesti sladoled (i dok je jaaako zima)...smijati se...starke (conversice)...internet...icq...mtv... izlaske... zabawu...piti (hihi)...odmore i slobodne satowe v shkoli...rolati se...swoj mobitel...ljeto...more....slushati mp3 (owisna sam o glazbi)...chitati knjige od r.l.stinea (kak su to zakon knjige) ...swijeche,,,mirisne stapiche i slichna sranja.......lak za nokte....dechke,,,a posebno one s dugom kosom...darkere...rockere... metalce...punkiche....a i emache....
...ne wolim...uchiti...mislim,ko to voli...umishljene,bezobrazne, dvolichne i sebichne ljude...pauke...misheve... shtakore...zmije...nepravdu...
....ljude koji seru po meni ili po mojim frendowima...burninmad ...okolišanje...ajd i ja to znam radit...al ipak...


,,,,I To Bi ZaSaD BiLo To,,,,









NiŠta nE trAje zauviJeK,zAt0 uBrzAj tEmp0,iSpij sVE iz Živ0tA,
iSmiJ sE d0krAja,izBjegNi sVA srAnJa i niKad neMoj ŽaLitI zA tIm jER u jEdn0m trEnutKu ceŠ sHvaTitI dA sVe št0 sI uciNio jESt uPrav0 0n0 št0 si htIo



Zdravo marihuano,vrhova puna,blagoslovljena ti među biljem,blagoslovljen plod listova tvojih,joint,sveta marihuano,gori za nas sad i na čašu smrti naše joint!


Za lijepe pankerske zube grickajte burek s petardama!

Ne bacajte opuške u školjku...ne pišamo ni mi vama u pepeljaru!!

WC je najstrašnije mjesto na svijetu-tamo su se i najhrabriji usrali!!!



* NO WORLD-NO MAN;NO MAN-NO WOMAN;NO WOMAN-NO SEX;NO SEX-NO CHILDREN;NO CHILDREN-NO SCHOOL;NO SCHOOL-NO PROBLEM!!!


* REMEMBER!If you need FUCK you can always count on me, cause F.U.C.K. stands for FRIEND U CAN KEEP.Fuck forever and promise me that we'll fuck till eternity!



Frizider je bolji od muskarca -ma koliko vina stavis u njega,on nece poceti pjevati narodnjake!


A good friend would come bail you out of jail, but a true friend would be sitting next to you, saying: ''Damn, we screwed up!''



*Ne odustajte procitati ovu poruku zato što izgleda cudno. Vjerovali ili ne, možete ju procitati.

Nsiam vrevjoao da zpavrao mgou rzmjaueti ono što ctaim. Zaavljhuujci nobniecoj mcoi ljdksuog mgzoa, pemra irtažsiavnjima zansntevknia sa Cmbargeida, njie vžano kjoim su roedsljdoem npiasnaa slvoa u rcijei, jdieno je btino da se pvro i zdanje sovlo nlaaze na sovm msjteu.
Otasla solva mgou btii u ptponuom nerdeu i bez ozibra na ovu oloknost, tkest mžeote ctiati bez pobrelma. Ovo je zobg tgoa što ljduksi mzoak ne ctia savko slvoo pnaooosb, vec rcijei prmraota kao clejniu. Oavj preomecaj je šljiavo nzavan tipoglikemija.

Zacudujuce, zar ne? A uevijk ste msilili da je pavrpois vžaan.

S’poštovnjaem *


Orgazam ima sest faza:
Asmaticnu: Ah,Ah!
Geografsku: Tu,Tu!!
Matematicku: Vise,Vise!!
Religioznu: Oh,Boze!!
Samoubilacku: Umirem!!
Ubilacku: Ako stanes,ubicu te!!


Sanjala sam nocas da smo na plazi, ja se suncam,
a ti plivas! Odjednom iza tebe vidim kita,
pa ti vicem:
NE KITU U USTA ! NE KITU U USTA !

Primes ga u ruke,osjetis toplinu,naslonis ga na usta
i lagano stisnes,potegnes ponovno i ponovno,sve
do kraja i CIK JE U PEPELJARI.

Kad te gledam,osjecam da si na svijetu samo zato,
da me zadovoljis.Moje te tijelo hoce,treba te svaki
dan,svaki sat.Pripravi se,da me sada zadovoljis-
MOJ JOINT!

Za spolnu slast jedite milka cokoladu,
pri seksanju za hobi uzivajte stapice bobi, da pri
seksanju ne budete togi,upotrebljavajte madrace jogi!

Kaze Isus apostolima:Donesite svi na veceru nesto
droge.Pavao donese travu,Jakov tripove.Pita Isus
Judu sto si ti donio,Juda kaze:Znacku, ovo je racija!


I kill people for money,
but you are my friend,
i kill you for free!!
smijeh

Barem dvoje ljudi na svijetu te voli toliko da bi dali život za tebe!
Barem petnaestero ljudi na svijetu te voli na neki nacin!
Ako te netko mrzi onda je to samo zato što želi biti poput tebe!
Tvoj osmijeh svima donosi srecu, cak i onima koji te ne vole!
Svake veceri netko misli na tebe prije nego što zaspi!
Nekome si citav svijet!
Da nema tebe netko sada ne bi živio!


CRVENA-znanstvenici kažu da ta boja izaziva najviše pažnje;povećava apetit

CRNA-moćna boja koju često nose negativci

LJUBIČASTA-to je tradicionalna boja odanosti i vjernosti

ŽUTA-u žutim sobama ljudi se najviše ljute i bebe najcešce placu;u sobi te boje ljudi najlakše izgube živce

ZELENA-to je najugodnija boja za oci i potice ljude na opuštanje;vrlo je smirujuća

SMEĐA-boja zemlje;simbolizira genijalnost.

ROZA-kod ljudi uzrokuje pad energije

PLAVA-testovi su pokazali da hrana te boje kod ljudi najmanje izaziva apetit jer je rijetka u prirodi i jer pokvarena hrana cesto dobije tu boju.

BIJELA-boja nevinosti

,,,ĐAČKA MOLITVA,,,
Profesore naš
Koji sjediš
Za imenikom,
Sveti se pero tvoje
Nestani kraljevstvo tvoje
Budi volja naša
Kako na mjestu,
Tako i pred plocom.
Dvojku našu svagdašnju
Daj nam danas i zaboravi jedinice naše,
Kako mi zaboravljamo,
Gradivo vaše,
I ne izvedi nas pred plocu
Nego ostavi nas na mjestu.
AMEN

**************************
"Zombie"

Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence,
Who are we mistaken?

But you see, it's not me, it's not my family.
In your head, in your head they are fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are crying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou...

Another mother's breakin',
Heart is taking over.
When the vi'lence causes silence,
We must be mistaken.

It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen.
In your head, in your head they're still fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are dying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a...

Cranberries

****************************
ATWA

Hey you, see me, pictures crazy
All the world I've seen before me passing by
I've got nothing, to gain, to lose
All the world I've seen before me passing by

You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it anymore

Hey you, are me, not so pretty
All the world I've seen before me passing by
Silent my voice, I've got no choice
All the world I've seen before me passing by

You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
I don't see, anymore
I don't hear, anymore
I don't speak, anymore
I don't feel

Hey you, see me, pictures crazy
All the world I've seen before me passing by
I've got nothing, to gain, to lose
All the world I've seen before me passing by

You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
I don't sleep, anymore
I don't eat, anymore
I don't live, anymore
I don't feel

System of a down

*******************************
Psycho

Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy
Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy
Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy
Psycho groupie coke

Makes you high makes you hide
Makes you really wanna go, JUMP

Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy
Psycho groupie coke

Makes you high makes you hide
Do you really wanna think and stop
Stop your eyes from flowing,
Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy
Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy
Psycho groupie coke
Makes you high makes you hide
Makes you really wanna go, JUMP

Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy
Psycho groupie coke

Makes you high makes you hide
Do you really wanna think and stop
Stop your eyes from flowing out

So you want the world to stop
Stop in and watch your body fully drop
From the time you were a
Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy

So you want to see the show
You really don't have to be a ho
From the time you were a

Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy
Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy
Psycho groupie coke
Makes you high makes you hide
Makes you really wanna go STOP
Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy
Psycho groupie coke

Makes you high makes you hide
Do you really wanna think and stop
Stop your eyes from flowing out

So you want the world to stop
Rushing to watch your spirit fully drop
From the time you were a
Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy

So you want to see the show
You really don't have to be a ho
From the time you were a
Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy

System of a down

*************************
Lonely Day

Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss
Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go
I wanna go with you
And if you die
I wanna die with you

Take your hand and walk away

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
And it's mine
It's a day, that I am glad, I survived

System of a down

**************************
Nothing Else Matters

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters

Metallica

************************
Master of puppets

End of passion play, crumbling away
I'm your source of self-destruction
Veins that pump with fear, sudden darkest clear
Leading on your deaths' construction

Taste me you will see
More is all you need
dedicated to
How I'm killing you

Come crawling faster (faster)
Obey your master (master)
Your life burns faster (faster)
Obey your master
Master

Master of puppets I'm pulling your strings
Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master

Needlework the way, never you betray
Life of death becoming clearer
Pain monopoly, ritual misery
Chop your breakfast on a mirror

Taste me you will see
More is all you need
dedicated to
How I'm killing you

Come crawling faster (faster)
Obey your master (master)
Your life burns faster (faster)
Obey your master
Master

Master of puppets I'm pulling your strings
Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, 'cause Ill hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, 'cause Ill Hear you scream
Master
Master

Master, master...

Master, master, where's the dreams that I've been after?
Master, master, you promised only lies
Laughter, laughter, all I hear or see is laughter
Laughter, laughter, laughing at my cries
fix me

Hell is worth all that, natural habitat
just a rhyme without a reason
Neverending maze, drift on numbered days
Now your life is out of season

I will occupy
I will help you die
I will run through you
Now I rule you too

Come crawling faster (faster)
Obey your master (master)
Your life burns faster (faster)
Obey your master
Master

Master of puppets I'm pulling your strings
Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, 'cause Ill hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, 'cause Ill Hear you scream
Master
Master

Metallica

*****************
Fear of the dark

I am a man who walks alone
And when I'm walking in a dark road
At night or strolling through the park

When the lights begins to change
I sometimes feel a little strange
A little anxious when it's dark

Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a constant fear that something's
always near
Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a phobia that someone's
always there

Have you run your fingers down
the wall
And have you felt your neck skin crawl
When you're searching for the light?
Sometimes when you're scared
to take a look
At the corner of the room
You've sensed that something's
watching you

Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a constant fear that something's
always near
Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a phobia that someone's
always there

Have you ever been alone at night
Thought you heard footsteps behind
And turned around and no one's there?
And as you quicken up your pace
You'll find it hard to look again
Because you're sure that
someone's there

Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a constant fear that something's
always near
Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a phobia that someone's
always there

Watching horror films the night before
Debating witches and folklores
The unknown troubles on your mind
Maybe your mind is playing tricks
You sense, and suddenly eyes fix
On dancing shadows from behind

Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have constant fear that something's
always near
Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a phobia that someone's
always there

When I'm walking a dark road
I am a man who walks alone

Iron Maiden

**************************
Don't Cry

Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby

And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight

Guns n' roses

***************************
Kurve

Stvari se polako vracaju na mjesto
ovako nesto se ne dogada cesto
premda priznajem ponekad pretjeram
i nekud otplovim sam
i tad slike izblijede sve
i tad zatvaram se u sebe
i tad nisi mi potrebna

Kazaljke i dalje krugove crtaju
umijesto zvijezda kisne kapi na grad padaju
prazno mijesto u mom krevetu sjeca me
bila si tu

Tko zna kuda si otisla
tko zna zbog cega se ne vracas
tko zna sve pise u zvijezdama

Jos jucer poljupcima mi smo se borili
i dodirom smo jedno drugom tajne otkrivali
Sto se dogodilo gdje je ta kap
sto je prelila casu
sto te natjerala da odneses
sve sto sam volio a tebe sam volio
sve sto sam sanjao a tebe sam sanjao
ma zar sam pogrijesio sto sam se smijao
kad su mi govorili da sve su zene kurve

Kad bi zauvijek zaspao ovaj grad
kao u bajci prekriven trnjem i travama
sve dok se ti ne vratis a vratit ces se znam
i sve dok tvoja ruka ne dotakne moj dlan
dok me ne zagrlis
dok me ne poljubis
dok me ne zagrije tvoj dah

Jos jucer poljupcima mi smo se borili...

Daleka obala

***************************
Za tebe

Kad srce radi bim-a-bam
Sve drugo je manje vazno
Ne zelim pjevati, ne zelim plesati
Kad srce radi bim-a-bam
Sve drugo je manje vazno
Svaka fontana srece premala za mene

Samo zelim da si sa mnom ti
Svaki dan i svaki tren

Sjedim ispred Kino Zagreba
Svjetlo sja iz izloga
Trombociti jure zilama
A tebe jos nema
Znoje mi se dlanovi
Oko mene hrpa cikova
Gledam niz ulicu
Jos nema te

Bim-a-bam za tebe
Hej, hej

Za tebe

Kud Idijoti

**********************
My Heaven Is Your Hell

As the night falls on the town
That's when I rise as day goes down
Through the dusk- To you I creep
I watch you while you sleep

Free me from my life eternal
There's no blessing in this curse
Night by night it's so infernal
And yet it's getting worse

My Heaven is your hell
I'm bound to roam the shadows
The way you shine is killing me
We two cannot be one
My Heaven is your hell
And there is no tomorrow
If I'll stay I'll fade away
By dawn I will be gone

As the morning sun will rise
Bringing death I can't survive
I should spread my wings- I should fly
But tonight I choose not to hide

Free me from my life eternal
There's no blessing in this curse
Night by night it's so infernal
And yet it's getting worse

My Heaven is your hell
I'm bound to roam the shadows
The way you shine is killing me
We two cannot be one
My Heaven is your hell
And there is no tomorrow
If I'll stay I'll fade away
By dawn I will be gone

As the sun
enters the room
I bid farewells
to life in gloom
It burns my skin
and blinds my sight
I hear you scream
but I can't see your eyes

My Heaven is your hell
I'm bound to roam the shadows
The way you shine is killing me
We two cannot be one
My Heaven is your hell
And there is no tomorrow
If I'll stay I'll fade away
By dawn I will be gone

My Heaven is your hell
And there is no tomorrow
If I'll stay I'll fade away
By dawn I will be gone..

Lordi

********************
Monsters Monsters

It took me down ( by surprise )
i'm on the ground ( paralyzed )
Tryin' not the breathe
'cause I know I'll be found

Pray the Lord ( my soul to keep )
'Till I'm sore ( like a hammer )
It's pounding me until I'm driven in

I would be damned if I
Ever fell but could I tell
I would be damned if I do
I'm damned if I don't
This time I'll go for the kill

Monster, monster
I can't take this hell no more
Beast be gone
Something's gotta give
Monster, monster
Gonna throw you out of the door
One will die and the other shall live

You taught me ( everything that I )
Shouldn't say ( everything that I )
Shouldn't do and now I'm defyin' you

Human voice ( ? )
Natures choice ( ? )
The hunter shall become the hunted

I would be damned if I
Ever fell but could I tell
I would be damned if I do
I'm damned if I don't
This time I'll go for the kill

Monster, monster
I can't take this hell no more
Beast be gone
Something's gotta give
Monster, monster
Gonna throw you out of the door
One will die and the other shall live

Monster, monster
I can't take this hell no more
Beast be gone
Something's got to give

Monster, monster
I can't take this hell no more
Beast be gone
Something's gotta give
Monster, monster
Gonna throw you out of the door
One will die and the other shall live

Monster, monster
I can't take this hell no more
Beast be gone
Something's gotta give
Monster, monster
Gonna throw you out of the door
One will die and the other shall live

Lordi

**************************
Would You Love a Monsterman

Would you love a monsterman
Could you understand beauty of the beast

Fire at will - yeah I would kill
Yeah I would freeze the hell all over just to get a chill
Yeah I would slay - Yeah I would maim
Yeah I would vanish in thin air and reappear again
Be right in the squares, yeah I would be sincere
Yeah I would lie, Yeah I would lie
Yeah I would be there waking up the dead to get a thrill
I say yeah - I say yeah

Would you love a monsterman
Could you understand beauty of the beast
I would do it all for you, would you do it all
Do it all for me

Take your time - you'll be fine
Yeah there is nothing wrong with this
you ain't commit no crime
You don't know why we passed you by
You search for something never found
Along these lines
Someday you may turn around and terrify
You can't deny - You crucify
Would you get down in the gutter
Swallowing your pride
I say yeah - I say yeah

Would you love a monsterman
Could you understand beauty of the beast
I would do it all for you, would you do it all
Do it all for me

All that you get is much less
you deserve
Leaving for now
Someday I may return

Would you love a monsterman

Would you love a monsterman
Could you understand beauty of the beast
I would do it all for you, would you do it all
Do it all for me

Would you love a monsterman
Could you understand beauty of the beast
I would do it all for you, would you do it all
Do it all for me

Hey!

Lordi

**********************
My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all my childish fears,
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave,
Cause your presence still lingers here,
And it won't leave me alone.

These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have... all of me.

You used to captivate me,
By your resonating light,
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind,
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams,
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me.

These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have... all of me.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have... all of me.

Evanescence

*************************
Heart Shaped Box

She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black

Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice

Man-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
Cut myself on angel's hair and baby's breath
Broken hymen of your highness I'm left black
Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back

Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice

Your advice (x3)

Evanescence

**************************
Call Me When You're Sober

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind.

Should've let you fall
And lose it all
So maybe you can remember yourself
Can't keep believing
We're only deceiving
Ourselves and I'm sick of the lies
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame
Sick with shame
Must be exhausting to lose your own game
Selfishly hated
No wonder you're jaded
You can't play the victim this time
And you´re too late.

So Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober
You only want it 'cause it's over...it's over...

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I? you were never mine!

So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
Don't lie to me
Just get your things
I've made up your mind.

Evanescence

*************************
All These Things I Hate

once more I'll say goodbye to you
things happen but we don't really know why
if it's supposed to be like this
why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?

oh yeah

torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling this situation
run away, try to find that same place you can't hide,
it's the best place to be when you're feeling like
me, me, yeah, yeah
all these things I hate revolve around
me, me, yeah, yeah,
just back off before I snap.

once more you tell those lies to me
why can't you just be straight up with honesty?
when you say those things in my ear
why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?

oh yeah

wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe
I'm not feeling this situation
run away try to find that same place you can't hide
it's the best place to be when you're feeling like
me, me, yeah, yeah
all these things I hate revolve around
me, me, yeah, yeah,
just back off before I snap and you'll see
me, me, me
all these things I hate revolve around
me, me, yeah, yeah,
just back off before I snap

torn apart at the seams are my dreams to the tears
I'm not feeling this situation
run away try to find that same place you can't hide
it's the best place to be when you're feeling like me

it's the best place to be when you're
me, me, yeah, yeah,
all these things I hate revolve around
me, me, yeah, yeah,
just back off before I snap and you'll see
me, me, all these things I hate revolve around
me, me, yeah, yeah,
just back off before I snap.

Bullet for my valentine

****************************
Tears Don't Fall

Let's go!

With blood shot eyes, I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home

The moment's died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me, are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home

This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones, they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end, I'm hoping
My world is over one more time

Let's go!

Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home

Better!

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home

Bullet for my valentine

***************************
Otherside

How long how long will I slide?
Separate my side I don't
I don't believe it's bad
Slitten my throat
is all I ever

I heard your voice through a photograph
I thought it up it brought up the past
Once you know you can never go back
I've got to take it on the otherside

Centuries are what it meant to me
A cemetery where I marry the sea
Stranger things have never changed my mind
I gotta take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

How long, how long Will I slide
Separate my side I don't
I don't believe its bad
Slit my throat
it's all I ever

Pour my life into a paper cup
The ashtray's full and I'm spilling my guts
She wants to know am I still a slut
I've got to take it on the otherside

Scarlet starlet and she's in my bed
A candidate for a soul mate bled
Push the trigger and pull the thread
I've got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

How long, how long Will I slide
Separate my side I don't
I don't believe its bad
Slit my throat
it's all I ever

Turn me on take me for a hard ride
Burn me out leave me on the otherside
I yell and tell it that It's not my friend
I tear it down, I tear it down
And then it's born again

How long, how long Will I slide
Separate my side I don't
I don't believe its bad
Slit my throat
it's all I ever
I don't
I dont believe its bad
Slit my throat
it's all I ever

Red Hot Chili Peppers

************************
Californication

Psychic spies from China
Try to steal your mind's elation
Little girls from Sweden
Dream of silver screen quotations
And if you want these kind of dreams
It's Californication

It's the, edge of the world
And all of western civilization
The sun may rise in the East
At least it settles in the final location
It's understood that Hollywood
Sells Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Celebrity skin is this your chin
Or is that war your waging

First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication

Marry me girl be my fairy to the world
Be my very own constellation
A teenage bride with a baby inside
Getting high on information
And buy me a star on the boulevard
It's Californication

Space may be the final frontier
But it's made in a Hollywood basement
And Cobain can you hear the spheres
Singing songs off station to station
And Alderon's not far away
It's Californication

Born and raised by those who praise
Control of population
Everybody's been there
And I don't mean on vacation

First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication



Destruction leads to a very rough road
But it also breeds creation
And earthquakes are to a girl's guitar
They're just another good vibration
And tidal waves couldn't save the world
From Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Sicker than the rest
There is no test
But this is what you're craving

First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication

Red Hot Chili Peppers

**************************
By the way

Standing in line
To see the show tonight
And theres a light on
Heavy glow
By the way I tried to say
Id be there... waiting for
Dani the girl
Is singing songs to me
Beneath the marquee... overload

Steak knife caro shark
Con job boot cut

Skin that flick
Shes such a little dj
Get there quick
By street but not the freeway
Turn that trick
To make a little leeway
Beat that nic
But not the way that we play

Dog town blood bath
Rib cage soft tail

Standing in line
To see the show tonight
And theres a light on
Heavy glow
By the way I tried to say
Id be there... waiting for

Black jack dope dick
Pawn shop quick pick

Kiss that dyke
I know you want to hold one
Not on strike
But Im about to bowl one
Bite that mic
I know you never stole one
Girls that like
A story so I told one

Song bird main line
Cash back hard top

Standing in line
To see the show tonight
And theres a light on
Heavy glow
By the way I tried to say
Id be there... waiting for
Dani the girl
Is singing songs to me
Beneath the marquee... of her soul
By the way I tried to say
Id be there... waiting for

Chant

Standing in line
To see the show tonight
And theres a light on
Heavy glow
By the way I tried to say
Id be there... waiting for
Dani the girl
Is singing songs to me
Beneath the marquee... of her soul
By the way I tried to say
I know you
Looking for
Standing in line
To see the show tonight
And theres a light on
Heavy glow
By the way I tried to say
Id be there... waiting for

Red Hot Chili Peppers

*************************
Because you loved me

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love
into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me 2x

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
Celine Dion

***********************
Stvari lagane

Oba oka sklopi dobri andele
to sto nocas sutim nije zbog tebe,
ti bi nesto brzo da te podigne
a meni nocas pasu stvari lagane,
a meni nocas pasu stvari lagane.

Oba oka sklopi dobri andele
nek oproste mi tvoje djecje godine,
ti bi nesto vruce da te zagrije
a meni nocas pasu stvari lagane,
a meni nocas pasu stvari lagane.

Pusti me da drhtim
i da sjetim se kako su me njene usne ljubile
neke tuge nikad se ne prebole
ubit ce me zbog nje stvari lagane,
ubit ce me zbog nje stvari lagane.

Oba oka sklopi dobri andele
nek oproste mi tvoje djecje godine,
ti bi nesto vruce da te zagrije
a meni nocas pasu stvari lagane,
a meni nocas pasu stvari lagane

Pusti me da drhtim
i da sjetim se kako su me njene usne ljubile
neke tuge nikad se ne prebole
ubit ce me zbog nje stvari lagane,
ubit ce me zbog nje stvari lagane.
Tutti Frutti

********************
First date

In the car, I just can't wait...
To pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm just scared of what you think.
You make me nervous so I really can't eat

Lets go... don't wait... this night's almost over
Honest... lets make... this night last forever
Forever, and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever, and ever... lets make this last forever

When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please dont look at me with those eyes
Please dont hint that your capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that I'm probably gonna miss

Lets go... don't wait... this night's almost over
Honest... lets make... this night last forever
Forever, and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever,and ever... lets make this last forever

Lets go... don't wait... this night's almost over
Honest... lets make... this night last forever
Forever,and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever,and ever... lets make this last forever

Forever,and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever,and ever... lets make this last forever
Blink 182

**************************
Make it real

You can always trust your inner feelings
'cause they always tell the truth
Where did it get you, then your analyzing
Just do what feels right for you

If you take life as a crazy gamble
Throw your dice take your chance
You will see it from the different angle
And you too can join the dance

Make it real not fantasy
Fantasy
Make it real not fantasy
Fantasy oooh yeah

Did you ever have a secret yearning
Don't you know it could come true
Now's the time to set wheels turning
To open up your life for you

As you know there's always good and evil
Make your choice don't be blind
Open up your mind and don't be trivial
There's a whole new world to find

Make it real not fantasy
Fantasy
Make it real not fantasy
Fantasy oooh yeah

Did you ever have a secret yearning
Don't you know it could come true
Now's the time to set wheels turning
To open up your life for you

If you take life as a crazy gamble
Throw your dice take your chance
You will see if from a different angle
And you too will join the dance

Make it real not fantasy
Fantasy
Make it real not fantasy
Fantasy

Make it real not fantasy
Fantasy
Make it real not fantasy
Fantasy oooh yeah
Scorpions

************************
Rock you like a hurricane

It%u2019s early morning
The sun comes out
Last night was shaking
And pretty loud
My cat is purring
And scratches my skin
So what is wrong
With another sin
The bitch is hungry
She needs to tell
So give her inches
And feed her well
More days to come
New places to go
I%u2019ve got to leave
It%u2019s time for a show

Here I am, rocked you like a hurricane
Here I am, rocked you like a hurricane

My body is burning
It starts to shout
Desire is coming
It breaks out loud
Lust is in cages
Till storm breaks loose
Just have to make it
With someone I choose
The night is calling
I have to go
The wolf is hungry
He runs the show
He%u2019s licking his lips
He%u2019s ready to win
On the hunt tonight
For love at first sting

Here I am, rocked you like a hurricane
Here I am, rocked you like a hurricane
Here I am, rocked you like a hurricane
Here I am, rocked you like a hurricane
Rocked you like a hurricane

It%u2019s early morning
The sun comes out
Last night was shaking
And really loud
My cat is purring
It scracthed my skin
So what is wrong
With another sin
The night is calling
I have to go
The wolf is hungry
He runs the show
He%u2019s licking his lips
He%u2019s ready to win
On the hunt tonight
For love at first sting

Here I am, rocked you like a hurricane
Here I am, rocked you like a hurricane
Here I am, rocked you like a hurricane
Here I am, rocked you like a hurricane
Here I am
Scorpions

************************
Girlfriend

Hey hey, you you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey hey, you you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey hey, you you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
You know it's not a secret
Hey hey, you you
I want to be your girlfriend

You're so fine
I want you [to be] mine (it sounds like "I want you mine")
You're so delicious
I think about you all the time
You're so addictive
Don't you know
What I can do
To make you feel alright
( alright alright alright)

Don't pretend
I think you know
I'm damn precious
And hell yeah
I'm the mother fucking princess
I can tell you like me too
And you know I'm right
( I'm right I'm right I'm right)

She's like so whatever
You can do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey hey, you you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way no way
I think you need a new one
Hey hey, you you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey hey, you you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
You know it's not a secret
Hey hey, you you
I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way
I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away
I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time
Again and again
( Again again again)

So come over here
And tell me what I wanna hear
Better, yet, make your girlfriend disappear
I don't wanna hear you say her name
[ Girlfriend lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Ever again
( Ever again again again)

She's like so whatever
And you can do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey hey, you you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey hey, you you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey hey, you you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
You know it's not a secret
Hey hey, you you
I want to be your girlfriend

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

Hey hey, you you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey hey, you you
I could be your girlfriend

( No way No way)

Hey hey, you you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
You know it's not a secret
Hey hey, you you
I want to be your girlfriend

Hey hey, you you
I don't like your girlfriend ( No Way!)
No way, no way
I think you need a new one (Hey!)
Hey hey, you you
I could be your girlfriend ( No Way!)

Hey hey, you you
I know that you like me ( No Way!)
No way, no way
You know it's not a secret ( Hey!)
Hey hey, you you
I want to be your girlfriend ( No Way!)

Hey Hey!
Avril Lavigne

***************************
We belong together

I didn't mean it when I said
I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn't know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn't have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting
Here beside myself
Guess I didn't know you
Guess I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me,If You Think You're Lonely Now'
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin' to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I Only Think Of You and it's breakin my heart
I'm tryin to keep it together but I'm falling apart

I%u2019m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin%u2019
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause
We belong together
Who am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

Mariah Carey

************************
Temptation

I've never been closer
I've tried to understand
That certain feeling
Called by another sound
But it's too late to hesitate
We can't keep on living like this

Leave no track
Don't look back

All I desire
Temptation
Keep climbing higher and higher
Temptation
Adorable creatures
Temptation
With unacceptable features
Temptation
And trouble is coming
Temptation
It's just the high cost of loving
Temptation
You can take it or leave it
Temptation
But you'd better believe it

You've got to make me an offer
That cannot be ignored
So let's head for home now
Everything I have is yours
Step by step and day by day
Every second counts I can't break away

Leave no trace
Hide your face

Full of desire
Temptation
Keep climbing higher and higher
Temptation
And you can take it or leave it
Temptation
But you'd better believe it
yeah

Step by step
Day by day
Every second counts
I can't break away

Keep us from temptation [x3]
Lead us not into temptation

Trying to find it
Temptation
You've got to get up behind it
Temptation
Put your dime in the hot slot
Temptation
But it's a million to one shot
Temptation
You think that you're right now
Temptation
Your gonna face it tonight now
Temptation
Give me a breakdown
Temptation
Because it's time for a shakedown
Temptation [x16]

[female laughter]
Cradle of filth

****************************
Nymphetamine

Laid to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A "V" of black swans
On with hope to the grave
And though Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain....
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above onto me?
For once upon a time
On the binds of your loneliness
I could always find the slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discoulours all with tunnel vision

Sunsetter...
Nymphetamine

Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction
To Her alone in full submission

None better...
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
Nymphetamine girl.

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
My Nymphetamine girl.

Wicked with your charm
I'm circled like prey
Back in the forest
Were whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt...


Fold to my arms
Hold their message away
And dance out to the moon
As we did in those golden days

Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above onto me?
For once upon a time
On the binds of your loneliness
I could always find the slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discoulours all with tunnel vision

Sunsetter...
Nymphetamine

Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction
To Her alone in full submission

None better...
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
Nymphetamine girl.

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
My Nymphetamine girl

Cradle of filth
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The Number of the Beast

i left alone my mind was blank
i needed time to feel to get the memories from my mind

what did i see can i believe that what i saw
that night was real and not just fantasy

just what i saw in my old dreams were they
reflections of my warped mind staring back at me

cos in my dreams it`s always there the
evil face that twists my mind and brings
me to despair

the night was black was no use holding back
cos i just had to see was someone watching me
in the mist dark figures move and twist
was this all for real or some kind of hell

666 the number of the beast
hell nad fire was spawnes to be released

torches blazed and sacred chants were praised
as they start to cry hand heid to the sky
in the night the fires burning bright
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the ritual has begund satan`s work is done

666 the number of the beast
sacrifice is going on tonight

this can`t go on i must inform the law
can this still be real or some crazy dream
but i feel drawn towards the evil chanting hordes
they seem to mesmerise me ... can`t avoid their eyes

666 the number of the beast
666 the one for you and me

i`m coming back i will return
and i`ll possess your body and i`ll make you burn
i have the fire i have the force
i have the power to make my evil take it`s course
Iron Maiden

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Killing in the name

Killing in the name of!
Some of those that work forces, are the same that burn crosses
Some of those that work forces, are the same that burn crosses
Some of those that work forces, are the same that burn crosses
Some of those that work forces, are the same that burn crosses
Huh!

Killing in the name of!
Killing in the name of

And now you do what they told ya
And now you do what they told ya
And now you do what they told ya
And now you do what they told ya
And now you do what they told ya
And now you do what they told ya
And now you do what they told ya
And now you do what they told ya
And now you do what they told ya
And now you do what they told ya
And now you do what they told ya
But now you do what they told ya
Well now you do what they told ya

Those who died are justified, for wearing the badge, they're the chosen whites
You justify those that died by wearing the badge, they're the chosen whites
Those who died are justified, for wearing the badge, they're the chosen whites
You justify those that died by wearing the badge, they're the chosen whites

Some of those that work forces, are the same that burn crosses
Some of those that work forces, are the same that burn crosses
Some of those that work forces, are the same that burn crosses
Some of those that work forces, are the same that burn crosses
Uggh!

Killing in the name of!
Killing in the name of

And now you do what they told ya
And now you do what they told ya
And now you do what they told ya
And now you do what they told ya
And now you do what they told ya, now you're under control (7 times)
And now you do what they told ya, now you're under control
And now you do what they told ya, now you're under control
And now you do what they told ya, now you're under control
And now you do what they told ya, now you're under control
And now you do what they told ya, now you're under control
And now you do what they told ya, now you're under control
And now you do what they told ya!

Those who died are justified, for wearing the badge, they're the chosen whites
You justify those that died by wearing the badge, they're the chosen whites
Those who died are justified, for wearing the badge, they're the chosen whites
You justify those that died by wearing the badge, they're the chosen whites
Come on!

Yeah! Come on!

Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me!
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me!
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me!
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me!
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me!
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me!
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me!
Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me!
Motherfucker!
Uggh!
Rage against the machine

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It's electric

I'm gonna be a rock'n'roll star
Gotta groove from night to day
Gotta blow my crumby job
Gotta blow my blues away

I'm gonna make a stand
Gonna make a million
Gonna make it with you
I'm gonna be right my friend
I'm gonna push it through, ooh, oh, yeah

It's electric
It's electric, yeah
It's electric, yeah
It's electric, oo-ooh, yeah

I stop on red, but I leave on amber, danger face my way
I'm gonna make it my friend
Gonna make it today
Gotta get this dust from my hills down the highway I go
Gotta get the stars from my route
Make it in a rock'n'roll show, oo-ooh, yeah, yeah

It's electric
It's electric, yo
It's electric, yeah
It's electric, wo-oh

I stop on red, but I leave on amber, danger face my way
I'm gonna make it my friend
Gonna make it today
Gotta get the dust from my hills down the highway I go
Gotta get the stars from my route
Make it in a rock'n'roll show, ooh

It's electric, yeah
It's electric, yeah
It's electric, yeah
It's electric, yeah
It's electric, yeah
It's electric, yo, ooh, yeah

Metallica

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Enter sandman

Say your prayers little one
don`t forget my son
To include everyone
I tuck you in
warm within
Keep you free from sin
'til the sandman he comes

Sleep with one eye open
Gripping your pillow tight

Exit light
Enter night
Take my hand
we're off to never never-land

Something's wrong, shut the light
Heavy thoughts tonight
And they aren't of snow white
Dreams of war
Dreams of liars
Dreams of dragons fire
And of things that will bite, yeah

Sleep with one eye open
Grippin your pillow tight

Exit light
Enter night
take my hand
we're off to never never-land

(whisper)
Now I lay me down to sleep (x 2)
Pray the lord my soul to keep (x 2)
If I die before I wake (x 2)
Pray the lord my soul to take (x 2)

Hush little baby don't say a word
And never mind that noise you heard
It's just the beasts under your bed
In your closet and in your head

Exit light
Enter night
Grain of sand

Exit light
Enter Night
Take my hand!
we're off to never never-land


We're off to never never-land

Take my hand
We're off to never never-land
Take my hand
We're off to never never-land

We're off to never never-land

Metallica

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Sad but true

Hey I'm your life
I'm the one who takes you there
Hey I'm your life
I'm the one who cares
They, They betray
I'm your only true friend now
They, They'll betray
I'm forever there

I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
Sad but true

I'm your dream, mind astray
I'm your eyes while you're away
I'm your pain while you repay
You know it's sad but true, sad but true

You, You're my mask
You're my cover, my shelter
You, You're my mask
You're the one who's blamed
Do, Do my work
Do my dirty work, scapegoat
Do, Do my deeds
For you're the one who's shamed
I'm your dream, make you real
I+m your eyes when you must steal
I+m your pain when you can+t feel
Sad but true

I'm your dream, mind astray
I'm your eyes while you're away
I'm your pain while you repay
You know it's sad but true,sad but true

I'm your dreams,
I'm your eyes,
I'm your pain

I'm your dreams,I'm your dreams
I'm your eyes,I'm your eyes
I'm your pain,I'm your pain
You know it's sad but true

Hate, I'm your hate
I'm your hate when you want love
Pay, Pay the price
Pay for nothing's fair

Hey, I'm your life
I'm the one who took you there
Hey, I'm your life
And I no longer care

I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I%'m your pain when you can't feel
Sad but true

I'm your truth, telling lies
I'm your reasoned alibis
I'm inside open your eyes
I'm you

Sad but true

Metallica

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Unforgiven II

Lay beside me
Tell me what they've done
Speak the words I wanna hear
To make my demons run
The door is locked now
But it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me
Then I can understand the you

Lay beside me
Under wicked sky
The black of day
Dark of night
We share this paralyze
The door cracks open
But there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still
But there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining

What I've felt
What I've known
Turn the pages
Turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?
Yeah
What I've felt
What I've known
Sick and tired
I stand alone
Could you be there
'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Come lay beside me
This won't hurt, I swear
She loves me not
She loves me still
But she'll never love again
She lay beside me
But she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker still
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there

What I've felt
What I've known
Turn the pages
Turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?
Yeah
What I've felt
What I've known
Sick and tired
I stand alone
Could you be there
'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Lay beside me
Tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun
Now I see the sun
Yes, now I see it

What I've felt
What I've known
Turn the pages
Turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?
Yeah
What I've felt
What I've known
So sick and tired
I stand alone
Could you be there
'cause I'm the one who waits
The one who waits for you
Oh
What I've felt
What I've known
Turn the pages
Turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?
So I dub thee unforgiven
Oh, what I've felt
Oh, what I've known
I take this key
And I bury it in you
Because you're unforgiven too
Never free
Never me
'cause you're unforgiven too
Oh

Metallica

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Loverman

There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer?)
There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer?)
And he's bucking and braying and pawing at the floor (How much longer?)
And he's howling with pain, crawling up the walls (How much longer?)
There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer?)
And he's weak with evil and broken by the world (How much longer?)
And he's shouting your name and asking for more (How much longer?)
There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer?)

Loverman! Since the world began
Forever, amen, till the end of time, yeah
Take off that dress, oh
I'm coming down, yeah
I'm your loverman, yeah
'cause I am what I am what I am what I am what I am

L is for LOVE, baby
O is for ONLY you that I do
V is for loving VIRTUALLY everything that you are
E is for loving almost EVERYTHING that you do
R is for RAPE me
M is for MURDER me
A is for ANSWERING all of my prayers
N is for KNOWING your loverman's going to be the answer to all of yours

Loverman! Till the bitter end
While the empires burn down
Forever and ever and ever, ever, amen
I'm your loverman
So help me, baby
So help me, baby
'cause I am what I am what I am what I am what I am
I'm your loverman

There's a devil crawling along your floor (How much longer?)
There's a devil crawling along your floor (How much longer?)
With a trembling heart, he's coming through your door (How much longer?)
With his straining sex in his jumping paw (How much longer?)
Ooh, there's a devil crawling along your floor (How much longer?)
And he's old and he's stupid and he's hungry and he's sore
And he's blind and he's lame and he's dirty and he's poor
Gimme more, gimme more, gimme more, gimme more, gimme more, gimme more (How much longer?)
There's a devil crawling along your floor

Loverman! Haha! And here I stand
Forever, amen
'cause I am what I am what I am what I am, hey
Forgive me, baby
My hands are tied
And I got no choice, no, no, no, no
I got no choice, no choice at all

I'll say it again
L is for LOVE, baby
O is for OH yes I do
V is for VIRTUE, so I ain't gonna hurt you
E is for EVEN if you want me to
R is for RENDER unto me, baby
M is for that which is MINE
and
A is for ANY old how, darling
and
N is for ANY old time

Loverman! Yeah, yeah, yeah! I got a masterplan, yeah
To take off your dress, yeah
And be your man, be your man, hey
Seize the throne, haha
Seize the mantle
Seize that crown, yeah
'cause I am what I am what I am what I am, that's I am
I'm your loverman

There's a devil laying by your side (How much longer?)
There's a devil laying by your side (How much longer?)
You might think he's asleep, but take a look at his eyes (How much longer?)
And he wants you, darling, to be his bride (How much longer?)
Yeah, there's a devil laying by your side (How much longer?)

Loverman! Loverman! Loverman!
I'll be your loverman!
Till the end of the time!
Till the empires burn down!
Forever, amen
I'll be your loverman
I'll be your loverman
I'm your loverman
I'm your loverman
Yeah, I'm your loverman
I'm your loverman
Loverman
I'm your loverman
I'm your loverman
I'm your loverman
Yeah, I'm your loverman
Yes, I'm your loverman
Loverman
Loverman
Loverman
Forever, amen
Loverman
Loverman (How much longer?)

Metallica

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Kap po kap

Jednom kad sretneš me
to neću biti ja
već samo uspomene
mrve sjećanja

Samo prazna bol, sad je ostala
prazna bol kajanja
i šta radiš ti, nije važno mi
jer kiša jesenja, podsjeća

Ref.
Kap po kap, kiša sprema se
samo da znaš, nisam lud
da mislim na tebe
kap po kap, opet padat će
te duge kiše jesenje

Jednom kad dani ovi
fino posive
ne zovi mene ti
i ne traži me

Hladno srce meni dala si
hladno srce, ostani
i s kim sada si, nije važno mi
jer kiša jesenja, podsjeća

Ref.

I šta radiš ti, nije važno mi
jer kiša jesenja, podsjeća.ž

Ref.

Divlje jagode

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Motori

U daljini cuju se
kao gromovi
Auto putem prolaze
kao vjetrovi

Odlaze na dalek put
ko to moze znati
samo neki stoper ljut
sto ih prstom prati

Motori, motori, motori....

Izlizane traperice
jakne cizmice
usijane kacige
kozne torbice

Odlaze na dalek put
ko to moze znati
samo neki stoper ljut
sto ih prstom prati

Divlje jagode

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Pjevajte nešto ljubavno

Godine provedene, zakopani ispod zemlje
Postali smo skupina svirajucih zombija.
U birtiji poslije trece, Tedy rezigniran rece:
"Momci, ne zelim dovijek' biti podrumski covjek."

S vremenom sve smo tisi,
Slijede prvi kompromisi.
Otud samo korak, dva,
Do pocetka poraza

Pjevajte nesto ljubavno,
Sigurno, tiho, sterilno
Pjevajte nesto ljubavno,
Klinke svrsavaju na to.

Prodali smo cak i muda,
Al' sviramo zato svuda.
Terase, festivali,
Vise smeca, lova veca.

Slusaju nas curice
Penzioneri i bakice.
I svi umni invalidi,
Senilni i gluhonjemi.

Hladno pivo

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Dobri prijatelji

Tvoje oči poput uhode me prate
Kroz preduge uvode
Spotičem se nespretno o riječi
Koje sam pripremio

Stojim pokraj sebe i s gađenjem
Slušam kako te obrađujem
Pričam ti o vezama, o nama,
Bitangama i princezama

I krene kao loš refren
Koji te rastužuje
Da si ti nježni cvijet, a ja probisvijet
Što te ne zaslužuje

Pa reci zašto ne bi htjela
Imati me za prijatelja
Evo ja ću biti tvoj najbolji drug
Pa svrati na kavu ili na fuk

Tvoje oči poput uhode me prate
Kroz preduge uvode
Spotičem se nespretno o riječi
Koje sam pripremio

I nikoga ne muči pitanje smiješno
Dok se rastajemo u idili
Kako ćemo samo ostati nešto
Što nikada nismo bili

I krene kao loš refren
Koji te rastužuje
Da si ti nježni cvijet, a ja probisvijet
Što te ne zaslužuje

Pa reci zašto ne bi htjela
Imati me za prijatelja
Evo ja ću biti tvoj najbolji drug
Pa svrati na kavu ili na fuk

Hladno pivo

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Par pitanja

Dragi Bože koji jesi, gore na nebesima
Sorry što te davim u ovaj kasni sat
Ali, ja prije svitanja
Imam još par pitanja

Kad je nebo gorilo bio sam tebi ravan
Nisam išao tamo da bih postao slavan
Pa na koju sam foru
Sad na birou

Al' sad ću reći što mi leži na duši
Makar me ubio gromom
Reci na koju foru stalno ja pušim
Pa nisam ratovao s tobom

Ako mi ujutro pokloniš smisao
Ja ću povući, što sam napisao
I bit ću vojnik tvoj, bit ću tvoj zaštitnik
I svima pričati koji si super lik

Repetiranje u svitanje i poznati mi glasovi
Ispituju susjede, gdje je onaj drukčiji
Pogrešno mi ime piše na vratima
Pa je došao da ga skine moj drug iz djetinjstva

Ako mi ujutro pokloniš smisao
Ja ću povući, što sam napisao
I bit ću vojnik tvoj, bit ću tvoj zaštitnik
I svima pričati koji si super lik

Hladno pivo

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Samo za taj osjećaj

Da sam prazan list, potpuno čist
Koristio bih puno, puno deblji kist
I samo jarke i šarene boje
Da napišem ime tvoje i moje

Da sam prazna glava, potpuno zdrava
Ne bih više nikad učio za badava
Samo onol'ko, kol'ko mi treba
Da još ostanem paf od tolikog neba

Da se mogu kao nekad, vratiti na početak
I biti onaj isti bahati dječak
Ne bih forsir'o neki ležeran stil
Niti se trudio da uklopim

Moj svijet u ovaj svijet
Moje snove u raspored
Riskirao bih svaki pokušaj
Da zadržim taj osjećaj

Samo za taj osjećaj….

Hladno pivo

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Soundtrack za život

Oko mene i u meni je
U očima ljudi koje poznajem
U fliperu lica i ulica
Glasovi, tonovi rasuti

Otkada jesam, otkad postojim
Tražim tu pjesmu da mi bude štit
I prave riječi da mi budu mačeta
Kojom ću sjeći sve što mi smeta

Za svoje male katastrofe
Što će ih bit' i što ih bilo
Tražim melodiju i strofe
Kao soundtrack za moj život

Pravi ritam za disanje
Pravi ritam za hodanje
I kad ga jednom uhvatim
Obećajem da odlazim

Za svoje male katastrofe
Što će ih bit' i što ih bilo
Tražim melodiju i strofe
Kao soundtrack za moj život

Hladno pivo

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Kaži stari

kaže stari što nam fali
nismo žedni nismo gladni
žedan znam da nije
otkad ne radi samo pije

stan je dobio od firme
one bivše domovine
tu je stao, nije krao
nije htio, ma nije znao

pošten bez ambicija - luzerska tradicija
pošten bez ambicija je moja definicija

što učinio si ti
od života mog
od života mog

kaži stari što vam fali
' su bar neki ideali
ili neko da vas tlači
da niste samo potrošači

ja ne kužim kaj on brije
nisam rođen tolko prije
izbjegavam tenzije
zbog njegove mi penzije

pošten bez ambicija - luzerska tradicija
pošten bez ambicija je moja definicija

zašto dao si mi ti
samo praznu bol
samo praznu bol

Hladno pivo

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Nije sve tako sivo

Red suza, red bijesa zbog SMS-a
Tvoje duševno stanje je poput lasagne
Zar na tebi da štedi? Da te tako uvrijedi?
Crven u licu gnječiš limenku piva

Njen «sori» po Vuku i :) na ekranu
Idu ruku pod ruku kao sol na ranu
Zar nakon svega joj nisi ni poziva vrijedan
A zbog nje si preš'o na 09?

Barem te nitko neće mučiti sa francuskom dramom
Posudit ćeš si film sa Žanklodvandamom
Zbogom filmovi bez boje i odresci od soje
Pozvat ćeš kod sebe sve frendove svoje
Pod hitno ti sad treba par promila
I barem tona TESTOSTERONA!!!!

Nije sve, nije sve tako sivo
Kad imaš s nekim otić' na pivo

I dok Žan izbija bubreg nekom sporednom liku
Ti od suza jedva i da vidiš sliku
Zbog nje su dečki pišali sjedečki
Sad, jebi ga, šta ćeš, sjediš i plačeš
Treba ti par promila, muška idila
I barem tona TESTOSTERONA!!!!

Nije sve, nije sve tako sivo
Kad imaš s nekim otić na pivo

Hladno pivo

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Pitala si me

Pitala si me zašto tvoje ime
nikad ne provlačim kroz rime
zašto ga nikad ne ukrasim metaforama krasnim
pa da se time hvališ kolegicama s posla?

Ma nema šanse, nema tih para
da mi ikad budeš dio repertoara
pa da tvoje ime pjevuši 'ko stigne
da si sva'ko, tek tako, na brzinu, puni tišinu...

Mislim da bih razbio gitaru
da čujem da te fućkaju na pisuaru
da me jednog dana gledaš poniženo
iz kuta dućana gdje je sve u pola sniženo...

Ova pjesma o tebi, koja si mi sve na svijetu,
ovaj pokušaj da kažem ne izrecivo,
nikad se neće naći na nekom CD-u,
imati naslov, cijenu i barcode...

Zar da radio voditelj, kreštava glasa,
preko naše rime traži vlasnike pasa?
Da se ceraka, kao, dobra je zeka,
u svaki jebeni single ubaciti jingle? ...

Ništa nije sveto,
sve je bruto i neto,
sve je zabava ...

Bitno da nešto svira za žedna uha,
da nikog ne dira, dok pere il' kuha,
da narodu skrati onih osam sati,
i da ljepo stane među dvije reklame...

Ova pjesma o tebi, koja si mi sve na svijetu,
ovaj pokušaj da kažem ne izrecivo,
nikad se neće naći na nekom CD-u,
imati naslov, cijenu i barcode...

Pitala si me zašto tvoje ime
nikad ne provlačim kroz rime?
Zašto ga nikad ne ukrasim metaforama krasnim,
pa da se time hvališ kolegicama s posla?

Hladno pivo

******************************
Superman

Obeć'o sam ti bio brda i doline
Kad sam kleknuo pred tebe na rizol.
Rekoh, pokaži zvijezdu koju da ti skinem
S dvadeset se život činio kao švedski stol

A na nama je samo da odlučimo kamo
Sve će se drugo već nekako naći
Tvoj Superman s fudbalerkom
Će se već nekako snaći

Sad nas gledam u tom crno bijelom spotu
Što ga farovi auta vrte na stropu
Pokušavam u sebi posložiti stvari
Ali ne znam da l' im je mjesto u srcu il' glavi.

I dalje smo tu ti, ja i moj tata
Naša velika ljubav na premalo kvadrata
I dalje moja draga sad spava
U sobi gdje sam lijepio slike iz Brava

Dao bih sve te noći da ostanem taj čovjek u tvojim očima

Pun mi je kurac više praznih priča
I malog macchiata i velikih Hrvata
Večeras me pred zgradom čeka ekipa
I sutra ćemo zauvijek zalupiti vrata

I ako što krene po zlu, pitat ćeš me sigurno
Molim te, reci mi, što ti je to trebalo?
Shvati me, strah me je da tebi ne potonem
Moram znati da sam probao dati

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nedjelja, 18.05.2008.

....sretan mi rođendan xD ....

,,,da da...ovih tjedan dana sm chesto slavila...i ima puno toga za pisati...al se meni jednostavno neda....jedino bum napisala poruku koju su mi poslale moje ivana i vanessa....i sam da se zna,one su to same zmislile =))

....viki,miki...
...danas je tvoj dan,nemoj zaboravit popit pan....
...znamo da volish kawasaki,dechko ti je jaki
i ochemo da ti svaki dan bude laki....
...znaj pushenje shteti zdravlju i
pazi da nebush imala facu kravlju....
...evo malo smo se nashalile s tobom,al
to zato jer neznamo kai od dosade
pa se malo igramo mobom....
...fifika nasha,sretan ti 17.rochkas i
pazi kai te ne vgrizne susedov pas =))
...by:shusha i nesska...
...big kissa....


heheh....koja mashta,heh....
...pozzz svima....

subota, 03.05.2008.

....zima je ohladila sve ulice,,,,i hladno je,,,,ne puštam te iz zagrljaja....

eiiichek.....zdrawo swima.....juuj,kak chujem nekima je bilo super za prvi maj....ja sam nikam ne ishla.....propal mi je plan....jer sm mela temp......ajoj......al smo onda ipak monika i ja navecher ishle malo vun.....naruchile smo si pizzu i dishle v kvazar jest...heh.....tam pak je monika skoro se vužgala,hahah....jajaj.....onda je ona taki dishla dimo....ja sam ostala s dragim......
...a vchera..juuuj.,.....ishle smo monika,vanessa i ja v car,jeeej......ma bilo je zakon...kai ne,monika?? ona pak je celo vreme nekoga? nagledavala,hehehehhe........ja sam pak bila v svojem svetu neko vreme,hehe,,tak dugo dok je lj ne dishel dimo......da da......al kak nas je financiral.....opche sam svoje pare ne potroshila....tj.jesam,,sam 10 kn..heh.....
...jaoooo,vanessa i ja smo si naruchile martinija...i onda je mojega monika zlejala,jajaj.....kak su mi hlache bile mokre,ahh........al mi je onda drugoga kupila,ve je sam bzvz svoje pare potroshila..al sama si je kriva,heh......
....i je,ja sam opet odluchila da vech nam pushila....je,kak dugo..do dns navecher,heheh.......jaooooo...
....dns opet idmo vun,normalno.....v kvazar.....ja možda na rođendan s dragim...al sam nakratko...ma josh bum vidla dal pem....i tak.....
...idem ja ve polako....veliki pozdrav svima....a ljubachu pusa.....

četvrtak, 01.05.2008.

....ne trudi se da nadjes opravdanje,,,,srce je to,pukne uvijek gdje je najtanje....

Pravi prijatelj:
Ako zaglibiš, izvući će te iz nevolje.
Bori se za tebe.
Cijeni te.
Čini tvoj život bogatijim.
Osjeća tvoju bol.
Daje beskonačno.
Egoizam ne poznaje.
Fer je i onda kad ti nisi.
Gradi tvoj duh.
Hoda uz tebe.
Izlazi s tobom.
Čuva sve tvoje tajne.
Jača tvoje samopouzdanje.
Kaže ti istinu kad je potrebna da je čuješ.
Lijepo govori o tebi.
Misli o tvojim problemima.
Nikad ne odustaje od tebe.
Oprašta ti pogreške.
Prihvaća te onakvog kakav jesi.
Razumije te.
S tobom je uvijek kad ga trebaš.
Ne izdaje tebe,ni ono što se ne smije saznati!
Tješi te.
Uvijek je spreman pomoći.
Vjeruje u tebe.
Zove te samo da ti kaže: „Bok!“




Kad gledaš mene ..
što vidiš?
Djevojku tako punu života
sa osmjehom kojeg želi podjeliti?
ili djevojku puno tuge i očaja
sa boli koja razara njezinu dušu....
nitko ne vidi pravu mene....
ispod moje glume
nitko ne zna bol koju osjećam
i nitko ne vidi suze koje plačem
skrivam ih od svih..
postala sam dobra u tome..
smijeh i veselje
to oni vide
bez problema i briga
moj život je savršen..
u stvarnosti je samo moja olupina
koju pokazujem drugima
kad bih pogledali malo dublje
vidjeli bi stvarno mene
znali bih da plačem...
usamljenost koju osjećam
je nepodnošljiva..
nikog nije briga za mene
ne pravu mene..
bila sam iskorištena...
toliko puta da ne brojim
zašto moraju to raditi meni?
ne znaju li da me to boli?
ali naravno ..
moji osjećaji nisu bitni..
netko tko će se brinuti o meni
to sad trebam
trebam prijatelja

srijeda, 23.04.2008.

TKo oVDJe Ne PoLuDi,TaJ STWaRNo NiJe NoRMaLaN!!

...evo da vidite kai se događa v nashem razedu......

kic & domagoj - leteći medvjedići



...pozzz swima wave

nedjelja, 20.04.2008.

....time is precious and it's slipping away,,,,and I've been waiting for you all of my life,,,,nobody wants to be lonely so why,,,,why don't you let me love you....

...pozdrav svima...evo sam zolko da se javim...nemam bash velku inspiaciju za pisanje.....vchera smo monika ivana i ja ishle na rođendan robiju (valda se do ve oporavil,heh)....a bilo je dobro na rođendanu......je,skoro mi se nekai ponovilo..al nije,heh.....
....ma nemam bash volje pisati....taaak mi se spi...doshla sm dimo v pol 3....
..evo ve vam pak nekai zakelim....to nam je v sredu profesor s vjeronauka govoril.....pa malo razmislite o tome,,,,kaj bi vi napravili da ste v takvoj situaciji....

Jednog je dana otac, koji je radio na kontrolnom tornju pokretnog mosta, poveo sa sobom na posao svog trogodišnjeg sincica.
Ocev posao sastojao se od spuštanja i podizanja mosta. Kad bi most bio podignut, ispod njega bi plovili veliki brodovi, a kad je bio spušten, po njemu bi prolazio brzojureci vlak.
Djecak se rado igrao na mostu. Ovaj put most je bio podignut jer je ispod njega prolazio brod. Želeci ga bolje vidjeti, mali se nestašno popeo na vrh podignutog mosta.
No u tom trenu tati je stigla naredba da brzo mora spustiti most jer dolazi brzojureci vlak sa oko 500 putnika.
Otac je u strahu i panici shvatio da više ne stigne spustiti djecaka prije prolaska vlaka. Odluka je trebala biti trenutna, spasiti sina i dopustiti da pogine 500 putnika ili žrtvovati sina, sputiti most i spasiti putnike vlaka.
Srce mu se paralo od boli - znao je da mora spustiti most i ubiti jedinog sina za život 500 ljudi.
Vlak je projurio spuštenim mostom, putnici su citali novine, pili kavu, spavali...., a otac je vikao "Ljudi, znate li što sam ucinio za vas?? Ubio sam svog jedinog sina da bi vi živjeli!!!"


....pozdravljam moniku,ivanu,nessku,petru,karlu,irenu,robija,benjamina,nemanju,luigija,
dalibora,lidiju,daricu,panchu,vale,valjija,perija,viktoriju,maricu,anu,....ak sam koga zabila - ja se ispričavam.....pozzzek wave

ponedjeljak, 14.04.2008.

....u daljini cuju se kao gromovi,,,,autoputem prolaze kao vjetrovi....


Čudo...
Nikad nebi vjerovali...
Ali ipak...
Sreča se opet vratila u moj život...
Nakon toliko vremena...
Ipak me nije zaboravila...
A mogu i ja napokon biti sretna...
Taj život ipak nečemo vrijedi...
Samo treba uživati...
A ne se prepustiti tuzi...
Boli...
Samoći...
Nema pomoći u tome...
A pogotovo ne u suzama..
Kao što sam ja mislila...
Povukla se u sebe...
To nije dobro rješenje...
Još se gore osjećaš...
I zato se treba potruditi da
tuga ne dodje u naš život...
Samo veselje...
Ipak...
Smijeh sve rane liječi...


e ovak.....zdravo svima...evo konachno bum nekai napisala i ovak...e ne sam pesmice....al ovo bu kratko,hehe.....
,,,e je,i ova pesmica je happy happy.....nije depresivna kak one prije...a to je zbog petka,heheh.....
...ali,vchera mi se nekia taaak lepoga desilo.....to mi je ve bil najljepshi dan v životu...ulala.....mmmmm.....
....doshli su gogo i antonio v kotoribu i malo provozali mene i ivanu....na motorima...yeeeea......
....koji je to užitak bil.....koja brzina.....vjetar u kosi.....a taj zvuk - jednostavno obožavam.....kak sam ve happy..... sretan
...i tak....ukratko sve to,hehehe
....e a ve pozdravi: karla (777,vidovec je jedan,hihi),petra,monika (idmo pushit mentole,heh),ivana (jjjajjj,josh sm pod dojmom,ulala),vanessa (koja se ve zabavlja v londonu,,lepo lepo),lidiji,dariji,panchi,vale,viktoriji,daliboru,periju,ireni,marici,ani,kiki,nives........a posebno veliki pozdrav primaju antonio (i njegov kawasaki) i gogo (i njegva honda)...... =))
.....pozzek svima,kissek.....

petak, 11.04.2008.

...she didn't believe in angels until she fell in love with one...



Sjetim se nekad onako
iznenada naših lijepih dana,
što smo ih zajedno
proveli mi....
Davno je to bilo,
više se i ne sjećam kad,
al me sve na tebe
još podsjeća....
Sve se to desilo
slučajno,
taj sretan početak
i tužan rastanak.
Bili smo sretni
kao nitko na svijetu
sve dok me nisi ostavio ti!
Još se uvijek pitam
zašto si to morao učiniti,
kao da ti ništa nije značilo.....
Povrijedio si me,
kao što me nitko u životu nije,
a ni sam nisi slutio koliko.
Prolaze tako dani,
pa i mjeseci,
al rana na mom srcu još
uvijek ostaje ista!



Gdje smo mi u ovoj sudbini?
Kako vrijeme ide
Kao da leti na krilima ptica
A gdje si ti?
A gdje smo mi?
Nema nas
Nestali u ovoj sudbini
Kao dvije sjene
Bez povratka i bez nade
NESTALI
Nestali smo
bez povratka i bez nade
zauvijek
Kao prasina sa dlana nestali
Zasto smo se rastali?
Zar se nismo voljeli?
Zar nismo "VJECNO" rekli?
A gdje smo sada mi?
I tko je kriv?
Ali sta da radim?
Nisam kriva ja
Kriva je sudbina
Gdje si ti?
Gdje sam ja?
Sudbina nas je razdvojila
Sudbina je kriva
Gdje smo mi?
I sto se desilo ovoj
nasoj velikoj ljubavi?



Sjedim u kutu.
Sama.
Razmišljam o prošlosti.
O prošlosti s tobom.
I gledam na budućnost.
Budućnost bez granica.
Budućnost bez tebe.
Pokraj mene samo cigareta,
upaljač,vodka i žileta.
Na mojim rukama žile.
Uzimam žiletu.
Krv teče.
Mislim na tebe.
Ležim.
Gledam tvoju sliku.
Zatvorila sam oči.
Konačno je gotovo.
Samo sam ti htjela reći:
Volim te!
Zbogom ljubavi!

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Never say:"I love you!"
if you don't really care.
Never talk about feelings,
if they aren't really there.
Never hold my hand,
if you going to break my heart.
Never look into my eyes,
if all you do is lie.
Never say hello,
if you really mean goodbye!

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subota, 05.04.2008.

....ljubaw nije wrijednost bez koje nema opstanka,,,,ona je jedna od onih stwari bez kojih opstanak nema wrijednost....

Kad jednom zvona zazvone,
Februarski dan će biti.
Pruži ruke prema nebu
Nemoj svoju ljubav kriti.
Nećeš znati što mi znači
Zvonjava starih zvona
Reći će ti prijatelji, umrla je ona.
Kad postelji mojoj priđeš, u moje stavi ruke svoje,
Poljubi me nježno
Jer i mrtve usne samo tebe žele!
Ne plaši se sanduka crnog, ni sprovoda
Punog ljudi, pomiluj mi kosu.
Da me voliš nek pomisle ljudi.
Dal sam umrla za tvoju sreću?
To ti nikad nećeš znati jer moje mrtve usne tvojim neće odati.
Na grob mi dođi u sumrak dana
I kroz noć raskrili svoja krila.
Pogledaj u sliku i kaži-
«VOLJENA NISI BILA»
A iz plavih očiju poteče jedna suza uvela.
Reći će ti kiša, vjetrovi i mjesec-
«SAMO JE TEBE VOLJELA I HTJELA»
Tada polako pođi kući kroz park,
I ako na moj grob više nećeš doći,
Sjeti se barem one klupe u
FEBRUARSKOJ HLADNOJ NOĆI!

subota, 29.03.2008.

....it's too late to apologize....

Pokušavam ga zaboraviti. Zašto da se mucim s njim? Kad nikad necu biti ponovo s njim. Zašto da i dalje vidim samo njega? Zašto ga i dalje volim? Ja sam zaslužila boljeg do njega, a takvog cu i tražiti. Dosta mi je plakati zbog njega! Ne zaslužuje to! Ne vrijedi zbog njega patiti.

Prestat cu plakati zbog ljudi, zbog njihovog ponašanja prema meni, zbog njihovih izdaja. Kakvi ce oni biti prema meni, bit cu i ja takva prema njima. Necu više biti dobra prema svima, jer to nisu svi zaslužili. Nema više toga. Necu više patiti za deckima koji su me uništili. Ionako su svi isti, i zašto onda plakati za njima. Necu im više dopustiti da me povrijede, jer cu paziti kome cu prepustiti svoje srce.


Ovaj život je takav, NEPRAVEDAN. A mi, jedino što možemo je prihvatiti to i nastojati se boriti protiv toga. Život je borba. Moramo se boriti jer se nitko nece umjesto nas. Život nas uci, život nas muci, život nas ponekad ubija. Ali time dobivamo iskustvo za godine koje slijede.




Žao mi je što te gubim
jer si dio duše moje
ma kako mi teško bilo
neceš vidjet suze moje
Ja još ponosa imam
iako živim u samoci
ti neceš vidjet, ti neceš vidjeti
uplakane moje oci
Danas srce tuga steže
možda sutra nacu srecu
ma kako mi teško bilo
zaplakati više nikad necu
Možda želiš da me vidiš
dok mi suza lice pece
vjeruj da to neceš vidjet
makar nikad ne imala srece



....nowi žiwot pochinje......

ponedjeljak, 24.03.2008.

....no matter what I do, all I think about is you....


...olla......sretan uskrs....jooj,vchera mi se nije dalo pisati post pa vam zato danas chestitam....hehe......jooj,fala bogu kai su praznici,.....nema škole,yupi.....makar se bash i nebi reklo da su ovo proljetni praznici jer je tu kod nas snijeg,hehehe.....al oke....preživili bumo i to.....heh......i tak,mi smo svaki dan v kvazaru,pa normalno,hehehehe......joj,vchera smo se vanessa,monika,ivana i ja zaputili prema mihaljevcu,peshice po prugi......al smo ipak odustale....i onda se vrnule,hehe.....ma nema šanse da ja to josj jenput ponovim,dosta mi je bilo od varaždina do čakovca peshice po prugi,dve jebene vure smo hodali,maj gad......jooj,kak se meni neda pisati,,,,josh mi se spi.....brat me dns zbudil,jajaj.....kak je to munjeno....hehe.....i tak.....no ewo we josh nekai zakelim......to su vam pitanja koja nemaju odgovor,hehehe......al možda vi ipak najdete/zmislite/znate......odgovor na neko pitanje....pa slobodno napishete v komentarima....ja sma buraza pitala...na neka čak i ima odgovor,ko bi rekel,heheheh........

Zašto Tarzan, iako živi u džungli i nema britvicu – nikad nema bradicu?
(moj dragi buraz je rekel: koristil je nož,hehe)

Zašto jače stišćemo po daljinskom kad su baterije pri kraju? Hoće li to zaista pomoći da prebacimo program?

Zašto kamikaze nose zaštitne kacige?

Koja je brzina tame?
(moj pametni buraz je rekel: jednaka je brzini svjetlosti,hahaha)

Zašto se kaže 'Spavao sam kao beba' kad se bebe obično bude svaka dva sata?!

Ako je trenutačna temperatura nula i danas će biti dvaput hladnije nego jučer – koliko će zapravo biti hladno?

Kako to da smo, kao inteligentna stvorenja prije poslali tipa na Mjesec nego što smo stavili kotačiće na kufere da ih lakše nosimo, tj. guramo?!

Tko je bio prva osoba koja se sjetila uhvatiti kravu za vime i reći: 'Pitam se, što je ovo što izlazi i je li dobro za potrošiti?'

Zašto svi tosteri imaju gumb za tako visoku temperaturu koja će krišku kruha pretvoriti u crnu nejestivu tvar koju apsolutno nitko ne konzumira?

Zašto ljudi pokazuju na svoj ručni zglob kad pitaju koliko je sati, ali ne pokazuju na svoje međunožje kad pitaju gdje je WC?

Zašto je Šiljo cijelo vrijeme uspravan, a Pluton hoda na četiri noge kad su obojica – psi?

Ako je suncokretovo ulje napravljeno od suncokreta, a biljno od bilja, od čega je onda napravljeno 'baby' ulje?!

Mogu li nepismeni ljudi doista uživati u juhi s tjesteninom u obliku slova?

Zašto se pas razljuti ili rastuži kad mu puhneš u 'lice', ali kad ga voziš u autu – gurne glavu van kroz prozor?
(buraz i ja smo ustanovili da se nash pas ne rastuži niti ne rasrdi dok mu puhnesh v lice)

Ako stisneš gumb za dizalo više od jedanput – hoće li ono prije stići?


....eh eh,koja pitanja,jajaj......mah ja we idm,dalje spat.....
....pozzzek swima.....

četvrtak, 20.03.2008.

....'cause I'm broken when I'm open,,,,and I don't feel like I am strong enough,,,,'cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome,,,,and I don't feel right when you're gone away....


Puno, a i previše puta sam se zapitala što je život, što je bol?
Jer nju sam upoznala i predobro, i što sam shvatila?
Život se sastoji od previše pitanja, previše osjećaja, možda nebitnih, ali nas opterećuju.
Kako ćemo živjeti, sami odlučujemo.

Sudbina.
Ona nas prati.
Daje nam priliku, ali na kraju mi odlučujemo.
Puno puta je to ono krivo.
Znamo povrijediti ljude, ali opet je na nama hoćemo li to ispraviti.
Mi odlučujemo posljednji, ne roditelji, odgajatelji, profesori, sudbina, pa ni bog.
Posljednja odluka pripada nama.

Bol nam je svakodnevica, bila psihička ili fizička.
Drugi je nanose nama, ali kada se osvrnemo, vidimo da smo je i mi nanijeli drugima.
Nakon iskustva i upoznavanja boli razmišljamo o tome kako da je ne nanesemo nekom drugom, jer ono što ne želiš da netko radi tebi ne radiš ni ti drugome.

Ljudi odlaze. Otrgnu djelić tebe.
Al ti naučiš živjeti s tim jer znaš da to nije bila tvoja volja i pitaš se hoće li ipak pravilno odlučiti, hoće li se vratiti.
Ljudi mogu oprostiti, ali ne zaboravljaju.
Ljudi su jedan veliki lanac.
Mi smo ovdje da živimo, a ne da preživljavamo.
Nismo životinje, ljudi smo.
Imamo osjećaje i moramo biti svjesni tuđih osjećaja.
A o svom životu odlučujemo samo!


ANGEL

Angel - put sad wings around me now
Protect me from this world of sin
So that we can rise again

Oh angel - we can find our way somehow
Escaping from the world we're in
To a place where we began

And I know we'll find
A better place and peace of mind
Just tell me that it's all you want - for you and me
Angel won't you set me free

Angel remember how we'd chase the sun
Then reaching for the stars at night
As our lives had just begun

When I close my eyes I hear your velvet wings and cry
I'm waiting here with open arms - oh can't you see
Angel shine your light on me

Oh angel will we meet once more - I'll pay
When all my sins are washed away
Hold me inside your wings and stay
Oh! Angel take me far away

Put sad wings around me now
Angel take me far away
Put sad wings around me now
So that we can rise again
Put sad wings around me now
Angel take me far away
Put sad wings around me now
So that we can rise again

JUDAS PRIEST

petak, 07.03.2008.

....priča djevojke koja je izgubila šansu....

Sve je započelo jednog kišnog dana. Tog jutra njoj se uopće nije dalo ustati.

Hanni je škola bila popodne. U školi je bio posve običan dan. Osim jedne stvari. Tog dana u školi je vidjela njega, kasnije je doznala da se zove Marko. Na prvi pogled ga je zavoljela. On nju nije ni vidio. Svaki put kad bi prolazila pored njega sledila bi se i micala pogled prema podu.

Prošlo je mjesec dana otkad ga je prvi put vidjela, a on još uvijek nije znao za nju, bar je ona tako mislila. Hanna je mislila da je i ovo posve isti dan, iako joj se na putu prema školi činilo da će danas biti nešto drugačije. Došla je pred školu, a tamo su je, kao i uvijek, čekale prijateljice. Bile su tamo Kristina, Josipa, Izabela i još neke osobe neke osobe koje nisu vrijedne spomena. Prošla je pored Marka, ali ovaj put on je gledao u nju. Ako se buljenje tako može nazvati. Kao da je osjećala da je gleda, okrenula se i pogledi su im se susreli. To joj je bio dosadašnji vrhunac s njim.

Na cijelom idućem satu mislila je samo o njemu. Odjednom je čula da netko iz zadnje klupe viče: 'Hanna, Hanna pogledaj na mobitel.' Pomislila je da će je netko opet zafrkavati na satu, ali ipak je pogledala na ekran mobitela. Na njemu je pisala poruka njenog prijatelja Nikole. Pisalo je: 'Ima jedan momak koji je zaljubljen u tebe, ne pitaj me izvor te informacije. Zove se Marko i ide 8. razred. Evo ti njegov broj mobitela.'

Isprve nije mogla vjerovati, pročitala je poruku još pet-šest puta. Bila je izvan sebe od sreće. Čim je došla doma, poslala je poruku na taj broj koja je glasila ovako: 'Ej!' Nije uopće znala što bi mu mogla napisati, a da ne ispadne glupa. Za oko pet minuta dobila je odgovor s tog broja koji je memorirala pod imenom 'Marko'. Pisalo je: 'Hanna, volim te, hoćemo večeras van? Ako je odgovor da, vidimo se kraj parka.'

Bilo joj je nešto tu sumnjivo. Javio se onaj glasić u glavi koji je samo govorio: A kako je on tako odmah doznao za tebe? Ali ona je, kao i uvijek, radila po svome i odlučila ipak otići. Nije našla nikoga. Idućeg dana u školi imala je osjećaj da je svi gledaju. Otprilike tako je i bilo. Kad je došla do Nikole, on je doslovno rečeno puknuo od smijeha. Napokon je shvatila što se dogodilo. On joj je dao svoj drugi broj mobitela i ona je postala njegov predmet ismijavanja. Nije shvaćala kako neko može biti tako okrutan prema njenim osjećajima.

Pomislila je da ne može biti gore od ovoga, ali upravo tada se dogodilo i gore od toga. To je sve bio plan njene navodne prijateljice Ivone. Osjećala se kao da je nitko ne razumije. Ali nije bilo tako: njene prave i istinske prijateljice Kristina, Izabela i Josipa su je smirivale. Na kraju je sebe za sve okrivila. Mislila je da je glupa te da nije sposobna ništa napraviti. Zaspala je te večeri s očima punih suza. Nije je bilo briga ni za što. Onda je vidjela Marka, činilo joj se da ni njega nije briga. Sad je barem znala tko su joj prave prijateljice, one prijateljice koje su uvijek tu kad ti zatrebaju.

Danas nije moj dan, mislila je ona. Ta joj se rečenica pojavila u glavi nakon što su je prozvali na povijesti i dobila je jedva dva, a svi su očekivali da će dobit pet ili najmanje četiri. Razlog tom neuspjehu je to što nije imala volje ni za što. Kad je na satu nešto tražila u džepu, opipala je jedan mali papirić. Uzela ga je u ruke. Taman kad ga je htjela pročitati, pored nje je prolazio profesor. Iz ruke joj je iščupao papirić te ga odmah bacio u koš. Znala je da nije to još jedan običan papirić zato što je ona uvijek papiriće prvo iskidala a potom bacila u kantu ili češće ispod klupe. Ali ubrzo je i zaboravila na njega. Odlučila je nešto poduzeti u vezi s Markom. Od prijateljice je saznala njegov pravi broj mobitela. Poslala mu je poruku, u njoj je ponovno pisalo ono: 'Ej!'

Te večeri nije dobila odgovor. Ali je zato iduće jutro na mobitelu pisala poruka koja je glasila: 'Ja tebe ne znam, ali svejedno: Ej!' Znala je da je to ovaj put točan broj mobitela. Nije znala kako, ali jednostavno je znala da ovaj put ima memoriran točan broj. Poslala mu je poruku koja je možda zvučala glupo, ali stvarno nije znala što da mu napiše: 'Je li ovo broj od Marka?' Odgovor je glasio: 'Da!'

E, tek je onda nastupila ona prava trema i sramežljivost. Ali Hanna je ipak nekako skupila svu hrabrost iz sebe i napisala mu: 'Volim te!' Svako malo je gledala na mobitel da ne bi možda poruka stigla. Ali poruke nije bilo! Hanna je bila shrvana. Nije više znala što da radi. Mislila je samo na Marka, samo joj je on bio na pameti. Bol je pokušala liječiti u glazbi, ali nije joj baš uspijevalo. Prolazile su i noći i jutra, a bol nije prestajala.

Jedne večeri poslije škole došla je kući sva umorna od napornog dana. Samo je htjela staviti slušalice i zaspati s glazbom. No odjednom joj je mobitel zavibrirao. To je bio znak da je poruka stigla. Bila je Markova, a pisalo je: 'Od tvoje zadnje poruke non-stop mislim na tebe i ne mogu nikako shvatiti tko si. Molim te, dopusti mi da te upoznam. Predloži mjesto na kojem ćemo se sresti.'

Napisala mu je: 'Na klupi pored plaže sutra u 19 h.' Nije bilo više poruka. Cijelu noć nije mogla zaspati. Kao da je jedva čekala sutrašnji dan, ali istodobno ga se i bojala. Napokon je sunce svanulo. Hanna se digla i otišla srediti za školu. Bila je u jutarnjoj smjeni. Svaki put kada bi ona uhvatila njegov pogled mislila je: 'E da bar znaš da sam to ja.'

Napokon je došlo i 19 sati. Išla je prema plaži i vidjela njega. Sjedio je na klupi. Ne moram ni reći koliko se iznenadio kada je vidio da je to ona. Prvo su gledali jedno u drugo otprilike pet minuta, a zatim je Marko predložio da se idu prošetati. U šetnji doznali su mnogo toga jedno o drugom. Zaljubili su se! Imala je osjećaj da joj je ovo najljepša večer u životu. Takva je upravo i bila. Sutradan se cijeli dan bila vesela i pjevušila je romantične pjesmice. Ali nije znala da će joj upravo taj dan biti možda najgori dan u životu. Pa ipak sad ima sve što je ikad tražila! Možda.

Došla je u školu sva sretna. Svugdje je tražila Marka, ali ga nije mogla ugledati. Ponašanje joj se u sekundi pokvarilo. Tko bi rekao da se u samo jednom trenutku može toliko toga promijeniti! Preko odmora joj se nije dalo nikamo ići. Bila je tužna, a pogotovo zato što joj je Marko jučer rekao da priprema veliko iznenađenje za nju. Ponovno je napipala neki papirić u džepu od jakne. Pisalo je: 'Dođi u 18 h ispred one iste klupe na plaži. Vidimo se! Voli te Marko!'

Požurila je spremiti se zato što je već bilo 17.30. Mobitel je isključila zato što nije htjela da je itko ometa u trenucima s njenim Markom. Došla je tamo, ali ovaj put tamo nije bilo nikoga. Dobro, odlučila je pričekati. 18.30 - nema ga, 19.00 - ona gubi nadu i odlazi. Osjećala se prevareno, imala je osjećaj kao da je opet predmet zafrkancije. Ali ne, ovaj put nije bilo tako! Kao da je nešto vuklo da pogleda na ekran mobitela. Na njemu su bila 24 propuštena poziva te pet poruka. Sve poruke imale su otprilike isti sadržaj. Pisalo je: 'Dođi brzo u bolnicu, Marka je udario auto, stanje mu je jako loše.'

Nije mogla vjerovati što je upravo pročitala! Suze su joj počele teći obrazima. Otrčala je do bolnice. Kad je ušla unutra, prvo što je vidjela bili su njegovi uplakani i zabrinuti roditelji. Otrčala je do njih. Imala je mnogo stvari za čuti! Marka je udario auto na putu do plaže. Stanje mu je bilo grozno. Nije se znalo hoće li uopće preživjeti. Nakon nekoliko dana saznala je od njegovih prijatelja da je Hanni pripremao ogromnu zabavu one kobne večeri.

Tog poslijepodneva javili su joj da je Marko malo bolje te da je želi vidjeti. U njegovoj sobi u bolnici bilo je mnogo aparata koji su bili jedini zaslužni što je on još živ. Samo joj je šapnuo: 'VOLIM TE!'

Kada je izlazila iz njegove sobe, svi aparati su naglo podivljali. Ali ubrzo je sve utihnulo, jedino se čuo onaj kobni zvuk smrti. Marko je mrtav! Tih dana nije prošla ni poštena minuta da Hanna nije pustila suzu. Još više su je progonile njegove zadnje riječi koje je uputio njoj, a glasile su: 'Volim te'! Ona je bila zadnja osoba kojoj je on nešto rekao. Njegove zadnje riječi bile su upućene njoj! Nije godinama nosila ništa osim crnine. Bila je totalno drugačija osoba. Svaki dan je provodila na Markovom grobu. Više nikoga nije zavoljela onako kako je njega voljela. Više nitko nije bio onaj pravi za nju. Više nikoga nije gledala onako kako je njega gledala! Odlučila se za samoubojstvo. I napravila je to.

Zvvvvvvvrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr - oglasila se budilica. Vani je padala kiša. Škola joj je bila poslijepodne. Baš joj se nije dalo ustati. Kapi su polako kucale po prozorima. Imala je osjećaj da će se danas nešto važno dogoditi. Kada je napokon shvatila da je budna, sjetila se sna koji je sanjala te noći. Sjeća se samo nekog Marka, zafrkancije na njen račun, ljubavnih poruka, smrti voljene osobe, suza te samoubojstva. Kada se sjetila svega toga, imala je jako čudan osjećaj, a on je govorio da je dobila novu šansu. Ali ipak je ignorirala taj mali glasić. U školi je vidjela jednog predivnog momka, saznala je da se zvao Marko.

Glasić joj je rekao: Nova šansa je uzalud stvorena. Ponovo je ispucana. Hanna, čeka te nešto grozno.

subota, 01.03.2008.

....I am only pain....

....owak sam da nekai kratko napishem.....bilo smo dns monika i ja v varaždinu....i kupila sam si starke....da da....evo ve vam denem sliku.....

....a ovo su moje stare starke.....




.....isussss...wech mi je par ljudi reklo da postajem emach....al neee....al ipak tko zna......šteta kai oni nisu tak dobro prihvaćeni v društvu....jer oni inače nisu taak loši......al jebiga...ima ljudi koji ih ne prihvaćaju,nažalost.....












* eMo Je ZaKoN!

subota, 23.02.2008.

....žiwot je jedna prewara,,,jedna zabluda,,,,lažan sjaj....


....kak je ovaj život usrani....sve je bezveze....glupo....jebote,opet su mi starci držali prodike kak ništ ne učim...pa jebote,kad nemam volje.....koji im je kurac.....ak dobim jedan,to je moja stvar...kai mi seru....ne podnosim ih....we josh imam i dva neopravdana....jer je većina razreda dns sfrentala 2 sata hrvatskoga....jer se ne slažemo s rasporedom i tak......al nashlo se par "pametnih" koji su ostali.....kaj kurac se sad preseravaju.....i nama se smiju u facu.....nama je drago kaj smo frentali....još su oni koji su ostali napisali popis i predali ga....da nebi slučajno doshlo do zabune....a nisu frentali kad nemaju muda.....sam žele da raski i ostalima budu miljenici....tu jedino morem izostaviti 2-3 osobe,i njima nikai ne zamjeram kai su ostale.....jedna od njih se bu sigurno prepoznala pošto dolazi na moj blog....ma jebe mi se....opće me više za ništ nije briga....osim za frendove i izlaske....za ostalo nemam volje.......josh su mi we rekli da dns nemrem wun....pa jebo was.....kai im to znachi ak bum doma.....pak bum im samo dosađivala...bolje da me vun puste....bar bum ja zadowoljna ak nebudu oni....boli me briga za njih....trenutno me briga samo za mene-egoist sam,al kai bush...i veliki hedonist.....ma jebo te takaw žiwot.....

petak, 22.02.2008.

SaD NeDaM Da Se PReDaM

...eiiii,,,,,,jooj,ovaj tjedan mi je bil taak naporan....maj gad....opće sam se nikai ne naspala.....a josh i zutra imam nastavu,bweeee.......v sredu,dok smo bili na praksi....je neko provalil v svlachionu,razvalil je bravu...al kao da je to bilo teško...jebote,vrata su tak mutava...malo povlečeš i odma otpreš........i vkral je oko 450 kn,2 mobitela....i autobusnu kartu...mislim stvarno.....včera je moniki bil rođendan.....SRETAN ROĐENDAN još jenput.....ja sam i vchera mela praksu al sam ne dishla....dishla sam v čakovec,hihihi......ipak je monika pijachu kupila....hehe....bile smo malo veselije,hehe......i dns monika,vanessa i ja idmo malo v kvazar....hihih.....to je priprema za zutra.....

...jooj,v zadnje vrijeme mi je nekak se čudno.....samo sam loše volje,moglo bi se rechi v depresiji....tak se osjećam ko da mi nekai fali.....i samo stalno poslusham neke tužne pesme....i totalno mi je svejedno...bash mi je svejedno.........više me za ništ nije briga..........sve je monotono....
nemam za ništa volje...

ono što me prije činilo sretnom, sada .... ništa!...jedino kaj me veseli su izlasci....
....možda je u pitanju ljubav...sam kaj ja to nećem priznati...prihvatiti...ma kaj ja znam...možda su dečki u pitanju....preveć su me razočarali...i imala je frendica pravo dok mi je rekla da mi dečki preveć znače...to sam tek sad skužila....i pokušavam to promijeniti,al mi ne uspijeva...ma život je sranje....postala sam ravnodušna prema svemu....samo sad nemojte sami sebi lagati kako i vi nemate takvih dana....da bi najradije da vas svi puste na miru.....doslovce mir i tišina....meni trenutno treba više takvih dana...


KOJI MI JE VRAG?
KAJ JA TO PIŠEM?
KAK SE JA TO OSJEĆAM?
KAJ JA TO DELAM?
STOJIM NA MJESTU, NE ZNAM NIŠTA.....
SVE, SVE MI JE SVEJEDNO...

ja ne želim da tako bude.... :(



Srce ce te jednog dana jako zaboljeti,pomislit ces lakse je umrijeti nego voljeti.Pokupi komadice slomljenog srca i nastavi da volis,da sanjas,da zelis,nastavi da zivis iako je tesko,jer naci ces nekog ko te je vrijedan i shvatit ces da zivot nije tako nesretan i bjedan!


Zbog mene ne placi
Suza nisam vrijedan
Kasno je da se sada mijenjam.

subota, 16.02.2008.

....listen to your heart when he's calling for you,,,,listen to your heart,there's nothing else you can do,,,,I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,,,, but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye....


.....zdraFo.....kak ste?.....da vidim kaj ima nowoga....hmm...ovak,,,,,v četvrtak je bilo valentinowo,da da....al nemam nikwe komentare vezano uz to,......tak da idemo dalje......pa nema nikai nowoga.....osim kaj sam vchera ishla v car....ishle smo monika,vanessa i ja...bile smo tam s karlom i petrom...i bilo je super.....svirali su rock angelsi.....i larva.....ewo slike od larve....



...slike od vchera bum dela negda...dok mi se bu dalo....
...a niti ve mi se vech neda pisati...ma nemam volju....jebiga.....
....pozzz..... wavekiss


NEBO

Ponekad se život čini tako lijep
Svaka zraka sunca kolosijek
I ptica letom obiđe svijet
A rijeka snagom slobodno se kreće

Dječak gleda prečistoga srca
U očima mu obzor prekrasan i bijel
I sretan je što čuje i pticu i cvijet
A rijeka ga vodi u njego svijet

Ref: x2
Čuo sam anđela kako plače
Kao da nebo više nije čisto
I kao da nikad prije nije bio tu
A samo je htio pokazati put

A samo je htio pokazati put

Dječak gleda...

Ref x2

Čuo sam anđela, Kako plače x3

LARVA



WHEN YOU'RE GONE


I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days felt like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Did you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Did you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted it was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

AVRIL LAVIGNE

nedjelja, 10.02.2008.

....in a perfect world this could never happen,,,,in a perfect world you’d still be here,,,,and it makes no sense,,,,I could just pick up the pieces ,but to you this means nothing,nothing at all....


Njoj je bilo 16,a njemu 18 godina,no ipak su se voljeli..nisu se nikada
mrzili..Svijet je za njih bio caroban! Ni jednog trenutka nisu bili
jedno bez drugoga..Posjecivali su razne barove i sva zaljubljena mjesta..
Njihovi dani bili su ispunjeni srecom..Oni su bili sve..brat,sestra,san,kisa a ipak..
ljubavnici su se zvali.. U zadnje vrijeme on je poceo da ju izbjegava..
Govorio je da radi,da je zaposlen,sve manje je dolazio pred skolu..
Ona je vjerovala njemu,ali ipak..sumnjala je slusajuci price njenih prijateljica
da ima drugu..Kroz nekoliko dana posla je u bar da se uvjeri sama..
Kroz zagusljivi dim primjetila je njih dvoje kako e priljubljeni njisu
uz ritam glazbe.. Kad ju je opazio prisao je i rekao:`` draga,nisam ti mogao
reci,ali mi se volimo..i zaruceni smo``. Pogledala ga je suznim ocima
i rekla:``Razumijem te,i sretna sam zbog vase srece.Kad ju ja nisam
imala,imajte ju bar vi``. Izletjela je iz bara i izgubila mu se zauvijek..
Dugo je on kasnije odlazio pred skolu,ali Tanju nije nalazio. Trazio ju je
mjesecima i saznao da je u bolnici..
Kad je dosao izasla je njena majka:``Voljela te i jos te voli,od tuge za
tobom se razboljela.Ima leukemiju``.
On nije mogao da izdrzi..zaplakao je:``Da li ona zna od cega boluje?``
`Ne zna``.
Kad je usao u sobu jedva je prepoznao polumrtvu djevojku..
``Oprastam ti sve moj jedini,idi sad,idi njoj,pokloni sve,a
meni na grob donesi samo 10 crvenih karanfila``.
On ju je uhvatio za ruku i ona je klonula..sjecanja su se izgubila..

Od tada,mnogo je proslo,ali on se nije ozenio. Svaki dan je
donosio 10 crvenih karanfila.
Jednog dana nasli su ga u najljepsem snu
kraj njenog groba i 10 uvelih karanfila..

Bili su opet..
...zajedno...

utorak, 05.02.2008.

....like a true nature's child,,,,we were born, born to be wild,,,,we can climb so high,,,,I never wanna die....

....zdrawo swima.....juuuj,dns sam si ispravila patologiju....ma brawo ja...hehehe.....swaka mi chast...josh v pondeljek moram genetiku....
....v subotu je bila motorijada....ishle smo samo ja i monika,,,,nesska i shusha su ne smele,,,bweeee........ke sranje...al oke......prvo smo ishle k krešiju....uh sranje,ve sam se zmislila da sma si tam ostavila kišobrana,heh...a dobro,nema veze.....e onda smo odišli na motorijadu....ja sam bila s karlom i owima s osnowne...jer mi se monika nekam zgubila....hahahha....jajaja.......ugl bilo je super,hehehehe...da da =)) ..nebi u detalje,heh.....
....drugi tjeden idem na praksu.....i tak.....
...ma neda mi se pisati,nekak nemam inspiraciju,eh jebiga....
....evo pak neki kvizichi,heh....

ŠTO LJUDI MISLE O TEBI 2 (za cure)





<što ljudi misle otebi????(za cure)
Name / Username
Dečki misle da si: ok
Cure misle da si: super
Da li te briga što drugi misle o tebi: da
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TVOJ SPOJ S ANGELINOM JOLIE (za dechke)




TVOJ SPOJ S BRAD PITTOM (za cure)




Tvoj spoj s Bradom Pittom...za cure(naravno)
Name / Username
Vaš spoj će biti održan u: kinu
Cijelo vrijeme će te razgovarati o: njemu
Najbolji dio spoja će biti: kada te zaprosi
Koliko ćeš se zabaviti na spoju: pa najbolje ti je bilo kada ste razgovarali...znaći bilo ti je dosadno
Kako će se on zabaviti na spoju: neće se zabaviti
Hoćete li opet izaći: da
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e je,,dns su mashkare........a ja sam ovak ishla v školu,hihihihii....a tak malo za foru....inache nisam takav tip kai bi nosila minice,čizme i tak...ugodnije se osjećam v trapericama i starkama......to me brat zaslikal....i trebal je ovu sobu dns počistiti dok sam ja bila v školi i nije,mislim stvarno,pa kak ve izgleda,hahahahah......


...i to bi bilo to,za we...aide pozzz svima.....

petak, 25.01.2008.

....'cuz we lost it all,,,,nothing lasts forever,,,,I'm sorry,I can't be perfect,,,,now it's just too late and we can't go back,,,,I'm sorry,I can't be perfect....

.....zdravo svima.....evo ja bi ve trebala biti v školi..al sam doma,hehe...odmaram.....koljeno sam si zjebala...e jebiga.....bila sam v utorak na praksi....i frendica i ja smo slagale kreveta.....a ja sam se nekak naglo okrenula i tresnula v krevet....mislim stvarno.....doma sam jedva nekak došla....juuj,nesam hodati mogla...maj gad.....onda sam v sredu v jutro išla k doktorici..pa me poslala na slikanje....nije nikai ftrgnjeno,fala bogu.....nemoram nositi gipsa,langetu....yeeea......onda sam još išla k kirurgu...i rekel je da moram mirovati....piti tablete protv bolova....stavljati hladne obloge na koljeno,mazati s nekvim gelom,jujuj.......al celi tjeden sam doma....hihihi...i sljedeće dva tjedne nesmem vežbati na tzk... :-) ....a na praksu bum išla s drugom grupom,da da.....i tak......ve se vučim...v pondeljek ispravljam genetiku,a 5.2. patologiju....držite mi fige......
...e je,2.2. je motorijada...yeeea.....to pem,normalno....iz dva razloga...hahaha.....prvo je naravno motori....a drugi,heh,nema veze......
...uhh,nemrem već sedeti...moram si iti legnuti....koljeno me tak jebe....ahh...
...aide pozdrav svima......kissek.....

ŠTO LJUDI MISLE O TEBI (za cure)





Što ljudi misle o tebi???(za cure)
Name / Username
Dečki misle da si: ok
Cure misle da si: naj frendica
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TVOJ SPOJ NA SLIJEPO S.... (za dečke)





tvoj spoj na slijepo s...(za dečke)
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TVOJE BUDUĆE ZANIMANJE (za cure)




Tvoje buduće zanimanje...za cure...
Name / Username
Tvoje zanimanje: konobarica
Hoćeč li voljeti svoj posao(od 1 do 5): 3
Tvoj odnos sa šefom: on je tvoj bivši
Što tvoj šef misli o tebi: zgodna si
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nedjelja, 20.01.2008.

....kad umrem jedne nochi,u sobu moju ti chesh dochi,,,,postelja cijela bit che crvene boje,a zhiletu che drzhati mrtve ruke moje....

Evo sjedim i razmišljam. O njemu, naravno. Jednostavno ga ne mogu izbaciti iz svojih misli. Pogotovo ovih dana, jer se čujemo svaki dan. Ne znam uopće na čemu smo. Što smo mi? Postojimo li mi uopće?

Zašto te toliko volim? Ne znam ni ja, vjeruj mi. Jedino što znam je da mi fališ i da moram s tobom pričati o svemu što se dogodilo između nas, jednostavno moram! Ne znam hoćemo li MI postojati uopće, to me kopka, a to želim znati, želim! Koliko god će me boljeti ako mi kažeš da MI nikad nismo postojali niti ćemo postojati, ja želim znati. Iako se bojim znati, moram. Jer ne mogu više ovako. Uskoro će biti 2 godine da sam zaljubljena u tebe.

Pitam se zašto je sve ovo ovakvo kakvo je? Čemu ovo sve vodi? Gdje ovo vodi? Vodi li ikamo? Ne znam, ne znam. Imam mali milijun zašto, a ne dobivam nijedan zato… :(
Stvarno ne znam što napraviti. Sada je sve na tebi! Ne znam osjećaš li išta prema meni, vjerojatno da, ali opet mislim da nije isto. Znam da sam stalno sumnjičava, ali bojim se. Bojala sam se i zavoljeti te i sad se to dogodilo i sad me još više strah. Previše se bojim da te ne izgubim, ako ću te ikada opet imati.

Želim te samo zagrliti, osjetiti da si kraj mene i znam da će onda riječi same izaći iz mene. Želim ti reći koliko mi je stalo do tebe, što se sve dogodilo u mom životu otkad si ti polako ušetao u njega. Nisam ni slutila da ću ovako nekoga zavoljeti! :( Stvarno sam svakim danom sve više sigurna u to da te volim.

Sada mi svira jedna pjesma na kompjutoru koja je savršena:
"It’s amazing how you can speak right to my heart without saying a word, you can light up the dark, try as I may, I could never explain what I hear when you don’t say a thing. The smile on your face lets me know that you need me there’s a truth in your eyes sayin’ you’ll never leave me the touch of your hand says you’ll catch me if ever I fall you say it best when you say nothing at all…" :-(

Kada nekoga volimo zbog njegovih vrlina, to je ljubav. Ali kad ga počnemo ljubiti i voljeti zbog njegovih mana, to je vječna ljubav!

subota, 12.01.2008.

....what if I say I'm not like the others,,,,what if I say I'm not just another one of your plays,,,,you're the pretender,,,,what if I say I will never surrender....


effo mene opet....tak malo,,,mi je dosadno....mislim mogla bi se vučiti...al jebiga neda mi se....starci su mi v utorak dishli v pulu...yeeeea....uzhivancija...a onda su v sredu k meni doshle nesska i monika.....trebala je shusha,al je bubana,bweeeee......i kupile smo si mentola....hihih... party ....i onda smo posle josh malo ishle vun,,,brat me čak pustil,hihihih,,,,,,,a i vchera su doshle do mene....i onda su ishlke mojega buraza nagovarat kaj me pusti vun,,,,jajaj,,,,,al pustil me...hihi.......a dns budu pak malo doshle....hihih,kai do kraja spijemo mentola....i tak.....
...juuj,dns sam se pak ishla farbat......na tamno tamno...hihihi....
....juuuj,v pondeljek prokleta škola....bweeeee....ja bi josh doma bila......
...aide pozzzz swima... mah

.....evo ve vam josh par kvizichi denem....


KOJE SI ČUDOVIŠTE I TKO JE TVOJ SUPRUG??





Koje si cudovište i tko je tvoj suprug???(za cure)
Name / Username
Ti si: Yeti(ženski)
Tvo suprug je: Vukodlak
Imate ovoliko djece: 12
Vaš suprug misli da ste: zgodni
Vi mislite da je vaš suprug: ružan
Vaša djeca su: zahtjevna i prokleto dosadna te štreberi
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KOJE SI ČUDOVIŠTE?? (za dečke)



ŠTO SI BILA U PROŠLOM ŽIVOTU??

utorak, 08.01.2008.

....black velvet and that little boy's smile,,,,black velvet with that slow southern style,,,,a new religion that'll bring ya to your knees,,,,black velvet if you please....


...evo mene.....jajaja...kaj je vchera bilo...ishli smo si vchera po svjedođbe,i vlak s kojim smo ishli doma je tresnul traktora....jajaja.....traktor je totalno unishteni.....al čovek je ostal zhiv...i vlak ima napri jaku udubinu.......zutra mi starci idu v pulu,,yeeea....koja uzifancija......ajoj,i nema vishe nikai novoga....mislim ima jedan dečko...lol......al nema veze....
...i evo opet vam nekai zakelim.....aide pozzz svima


Jedan mladi katolički svećenik bio je tako nervozan da prije prve mise nije mogao ni riječi progovoriti pa upita biskupa za savjet... Ovaj mu reče da slijedeći put popije času vode sa 2 kapljice votke i odmah će se osjećati slobodnije. Poslije toga, svećenik se osjećao tako dobro da ga više nista nije moglo uznemiriti.
Nakon povratka sa mise pronadje slijedeću ceduljicu od biskupa...
Poštovani svečeniće, slijedeći put stavite nekoliko kapljica votke u vodu, a ne obratno. Osim toga evo jos nekoliko savjeta kako se neki ispadi nebi ponovili:
1. Nije potrebno stavljati kriške limuna na rub pehara.
2. Ormar pored oltara je mjesto za ispovijed a ne W.C.
3. Ne oslanjajte se više na statuu blažene djevice Marije, ne grlite ju više i ne ljubite.
4. Postoji 10 zapovjedi a ne 12, 12 apostola a ne 7. Nijedan od nijh nije bio patuljak.
5. Isusa i njegove učenike ne zovemo J.C. i kompanija
6. David je pobijedio Golijata pračkom i kamenom. Nije ga umlatio i prosuo mu mozak.
7. Judu ne nazivamo kurvinim sinom.
8. Papu ne moramo nazivati El Padrino
9. Bin Laden nema veze sa Isusovom smrti.
10. Sveta vodica je za posvećivanje,a ne da bi se osvježavali ispod pazuha.
11. Nikada se ne smijete tako moliti, da pri tome sjednete na stepenice ispred oltara i stavite nogu na bibliju.
12. Hostija nije grickalica uz vino već za vjernike.
13. Grešnici idu u pakao a ne u p.m.
14. Poziv na ples nije los, ali ne polka trčeći kroz crkvu.
15. Onaj, u čosku pored hora, kojeg ste nazvali pederom, kontrasem i tranzvestitom u suknji, bio sam ja.

četvrtak, 03.01.2008.

....ne razumijem zashto je potrebno nadati se nechemu ako to dodje i zachas prodje,,,,a kad neshto željno ishchekujemo,sve to dodje,ali prodje jako brzo i onda se osjechamo prazno i kao da tražimo druge razloge za nadanje....


....za samo jedan pogled i dushu bih dala....da te barem opet vidim.....sjecham se te vecheri, tada je sve pochelo...tada si me pogledao....ushao si mi u život i sad cheš jednostavno otichi, a za sobom ostaviti bolan trag....sada tek shvacham da je ovo tek prolazna zaljubljenost, ali ipak previshe boli....sada tek shvacham da te josh dugo nechu vidjeti i da me tvoj pogled josh dugo neche gledati....sada tek shvacham da mi srecha nije sudjena i da je nekom drugom namjenjena....možda ipak nisam u tebe zaljubljena, ali znaj, zauvijek chu te pamtiti......a u mislima i u dushi ostaje samo jedna želja - bilo bi lijepo da te uskoro opet vidim......

....izgubljena sam....ovo vrijeme me unishtava...a zapravo samo želim da si tu kraj mene...da me zagrlish.....ushao si u moj svijet, kao shto bi dechki iz Hladnog piva rekli, kao vatromet....to vrijeme koje smo proveli zajedno,to kratko vrijeme,proshlo je u djelichu sekunde.....

...ali chekat chu…sve dok se opet ne vratish....a do tad chu pokushati zivjeti s tom ranom na srcu…s tom tugom...otishao si,ali tako je moralo biti…eto nije nam bilo sudjeno,al nada che uvijek u meni tinjati....ti to znash.....nikada ti nechu rechi zbogom. ...i da,život ide dalje...i to tako uvijek nažalost ispadne....sve ide dalje kao da nishta nije ni bilo, a ja ostajem zarobljena u tom trenutku vjechnosti.....

utorak, 01.01.2008.

....sve što vam tugu i bol stvara,nek vam odnese godina stara,,,,puno sreće i snova nek vam donese godina nova....SRETNA 2008. GODINA

...eiii...pozdrav svima....sretna nova.....i kak vam je bilo včera,tj.denes...heh.....ja morem samo reći da sam pretjerala.....ne tolko v alkoholu kolko v nekim drugim stvarima (al alkohol je kriv,znači ipak sam malo pretjerala)....al nije vrijedno spomena.....al dok to izuzmemo,bilo je oke.....al meni se već nikai neda pisati,a i nemrem bash....tak da ve idem...i još jenput sretna nova...
....pozzdravljam moniku,šušu,nessku,petru,karlu,anu,perija,lindach,panchu,
vale,dariju,tajanu,lauru,.....i ak sam nekoga zabila (a vjerujem da sam je) nek se ne srdi jer još sam ne v stanju misliti.....ve idem spat....jer došla sam dimo v 6 i 20....a ve me brat v 12 zbudil kaj pem jest....jaaaj,koji je to idiot...aide pozzek
kiss mah

...i još vam nekai zakelim....kai nebu tak kratki post.....

MUKE PO PIVU!

Simptom: Pivo je neobicno blijedo i bezukusno.
Odgovor: Casa je prazna.
Akcija: Zamolite nekoga da vam kupi jos jedno pivo.

Simptom:
Zid ispred vas prekriven je neonskim svjetiljkama.
Odgovor: Pali ste na ledja.
Akcija: Popnite se uz sank.

Simptom: Usta su vam puna pepela od cigareta.
Odgovor: Pali ste na trbuh.
Akcija: Pogledajte gore.

Simptom: Pivo je bezukusno, kosulja vam je mokra.
Odgovor: Niste otvorili usta ili ste prislonili casu na pogresan dio lica.
Akcija: Idite u WC i vjezbajte ispijanje pred ogledalom.

Simptom: Stopala su vam hladna i mokra.
Odgovor: Drzite casu pod pogresnim kutom.
Akcija: Zarotirajte casu tako da joj otvor gleda u strop.

Simptom: Stopala su vam topla i mokra.
Odgovor: Losa kontrola mjehura.
Akcija: Stanite pored najblizeg psa i pozalite se na njegovo ponasanje.

Simptom: Pod je zamucen.
Odgovor: Gledate kroz dno prazne case.
Akcija: Zamolite nekoga da vam kupi jos jedno pivo.

Simptom: Pod se pomice.
Odgovor: Iznose vas iz birca.
Akcija: Zamolite ih da vas odnesu u drugi birc.

Simptom: Soba je neobicno mracna.
Odgovor: Bar se zatvara.
Akcija: Pitajte barmena gdje zivite i krenite kuci.

Simptom: Unutrasnjost taksija odjednom poprima cudesne boje i teksture.
Odgovor: Konzumacija piva premasila je vase kapacitete.
Akcija: Prekrijte usta vrecicom.

Simptom: Probudili ste se ne znajuci kako ste dospjeli tu gde jeste.
Odgovor: Vjerojatno zakrivljavanje prostora i vremena.
Akcija: Popijte jos jedno pivo. .



ŽENA - KEMIJSKI SIMBOL

SIMBOL: Ze

PRONASAO: Adam

ATOMSKA TEZINA: Optimalno 54 kg (ali varira od 40-200 kg)

UCESTALOST: Vece kolicine se mogu naci u urbanim sredinama

FIZICKE OSOBINE:

Povrsina obicno presvucena premazom u boji. Prokljuca odjednom, mrzne se bez razloga, topi se ako se primeni odgovarajuci postupak, neukusna je ako se pogresno proba. Element se retko nalazi u devicanski cistom stanju. Vice ako se primeni pritisak na pravo mesto.

KEMIJSKE OSOBINE:
Lako se jedini sa zlatom, srebrom i drugim plemenitim metalima i kamenjem. Apsorbuje velike kolicine skupih metala, moze da eksplodira iznenada bez prethodnog upozorenja i bez poznatog razloga. Ne rastvara se u vodi, ali joj se aktivnost znatno uveca ako se natopi alkoholom. Najefikasniji poznat element za smanjivanje kolicine novca koji covek ima.

NAJCESCA UPOTREBA:
Pre svega kao ukras, narocito u skupim sportskim automobilima. Odlican medikament za relaksaciju. Vrlo efikasno sredstvo za ciscenje.

IZVRSENI OPITI:
Pocrveni kad se zatekne bez ambalaze. Pozeleni kad se stavi pored boljeg uzorka.

OPASNOSTI:

Veoma opasan element osim u rukama strucnjaka. Ilegalno je imati vise od jedne, mada se moze posedovati i vise pod uslovom da se drze na razlicitim lokacijama, sve dotle dok elementi ne dodju u direktan kontakt jedan sa drugim.

petak, 28.12.2007.

....ljubav chuvam u srcu uvijek za tebe,,,,mozhda vratish se ti,,,,sebe lazhem,,,,a lakshe bi bilo kada mogla bih tebe ne voljeti....

(ovaj naslov je napisan s razlogom......al dalje nebi nikai o tome napisala)
...eiii...evo konachno sam nashla vremena kai napishem posta....i kao prvo SRETAN BOŽIĆ.....makar je sa zakašnjenjem.....al nema veze...glavno kai sam chestitala...hehe...
..shkola je preshla...yeeeea....imam dve jedinice....s genetike i s patologije...al bash me briga....pa to si ispravim,ne???....... :-)
. ...juuuj,v petek je zakon,hihihi....ja sam posle škole došla v čk....onda smo monika,ivana,laura,krešo,savić,pišpek i ja išli pit v park...al su prvo savić i pišpek meni i moniki v konzumu kupili celu vlašu blackyija....mmmm.....a sebi gorki list....nisam probala,al je zato monika,,hehe,,i veli da je dobro.........al bilo nam je malo dosadno v čk-u....pa smo mi dišli v vž,osim laure,,,ona je dišla dimo.....e onda smo tam v parku v vž dalje pili......a dimo smo išli na pol 5.....i bili su kupei...yeeeea....taj dio dok smo išli dimo mi je bil najlepshi...al nebi u detalje..... =))
. ....i ve se pokushavam zmisliti dal smo v subotu bile vuni il ne...al mi ne uspijeva....e je,v nedelju je bila nekakva predstava i posle toga smo dišle v kvazar....a kam bi drugam ishle,,,haha.....monika,ivana,vanessa i ja svako slobodno vreme provodimo v kvazaru.....nash drugi dom,moglo bi se rechi..... :-)
.....s pondeljka na utorak,smo dishle na polnochku....i pak smo nas 4 posle polnochke shtele v kvazar....al je bil zaprti.....bweeeeeeee.......pa smo malo dishle dole k motoristima......bar nam je ne bilo vuni zima...hehe....i ve se pak nemrem zmisliti kaj je bilo na božić....a je,,,znam...išle smo na blagoslov djece....hihi....al smo se vanessa i ja stalno spominale....i rekla mi je da sam bludnica....jaaaj,koja je to coprnica....ufff....
....u sredu mi je bratu bil rođendan...hihihi...pa sam ja dišla tam....prvo smo si suzana (od brata ženska) i ja spile čokoladnoga likera.....a posle su mi oni dva sam stalno bambuse točili.....a kaj bum ve,rekla da nećem....hahah.....mosh mislit..... =)) .....a navecher sam shtela vun,al me stara ne pustila.....kuchka.....i vanessa i monika su doshle do mene.....ivana je mela temp.,pa ga nje ne bilo......al i monika je mela temp.,onda sam joj dala lupoceta kaj si je spila...a odma posle sam joj dala jegera kaj je pila....hahahha.....jajaj.....
....včera je smo monika,vanessa i ja išle s čk....ivane nam je i dalje bolesna...bweeee...ma ve je valda vech zdrava.....nadam se....monika se ishla pirsat....na obrvi....juuuj...kak joj je to fora....bash joj dobro stoji....superishka.....hihi....i ishle smo jedna drugoj nekai kupovat.....al smo samo vanessa i ja nekai kupile....i to sma za ivanu....vanessa joj je kupila lisice..hahha.....a ja pohvalnicu za cugera godine....hahahah....i tam pishe:

Pivo,whiskey,konjak,vino...
sve ti je to fino!
Promili su ti rijetko mali,
ali ti zato ništa ne fali!
Bilo kako bilo,ti uživaš u svojoj moći
čak i kada su ti mutne oči!

......dok smo doshle s čk,odma smo dishle v kvazar....al smo pile čaja....čudno,al oke....i to treba jenput probati v kvazaru...hahah.....i onda smo još na pizzu dishle...i onda dimo.....kroz kvazar...hihihihi......
......uhh,,ve bu nova....tu pak se bu pilo,,,yeeea....pre jednomu tipu bumo.....s osnovne....glavno kaj ga bu alkohola.... =))
....juuuj,bash sam se raspisala....evo novi post bu posle nove....dok se oporavim i streznim....
...i još jedna napomena: ako neznate kaj napisati v komentarima,onda bolje najte nikai.....a ne kaj pišete one glupe brojeve,i slična sranja.....a to se posebno odnosi na DEATH IS BY MY SIDE!!
.....pozdravchek svima.....kissi kissi.......
kiss wave

ponedjeljak, 17.12.2007.

Kakva je majčinska ljubav??


Moja je majka imala samo jedno oko. Mrzio sam je… Za mene je to bila prava sramota

Kuhala je učenicima i učiteljima kako bi prehranila obitelj. Jednog mi je dana u školi prišla kako bi me pozdravila. Bilo me je tako sram! Zašto mi je to napravila?! Dobacio sam joj pogled prepun mržnje i otrčao. Idućeg dana svi su me prijatelji iz razreda zezali: 'Ha, ha, ha, tvoja mama ima samo jedno oko!' Želio sam da se zemlja otvori i proguta me! Želio sam da mama nestane! Kad sam došao kući, rekao sam joj: 'Zbog tebe mi se svi smiju! Zašto jednostavno ne umreš!?'

Mama mi nije ništa prigovorila. A ja nisam zastao ni na trenutak da bih razmislio o onome što sam upravo rekao! Bio sam prepun bijesa. Želio sam da ode iz naše kuće i da nemam više ništa s njom. Zato sam učio kao mahnit i dobio priliku da odem studirati u inozemstvo. Potom sam se oženio i kupio vlastitu kuću te dobio djecu. Bio sam zadovoljan svojim životom, djecom i karijerom.

A onda, jednog dana mi je majka došla u posjet. Nije me vidjela godinama, a nikad nije ni upoznala svoje unuke. Kad su je djeca vidjela na vratima, počela su se smijati, a ja sam vikao na nju jer je došla tako nenajavljeno. Derao sam se: 'Kako se usuđuješ dolaziti u moju kuću i plašiti moju djecu?! Odlazi, odmah!' A majka je samo tiho rekla: 'O, oprosti, izgleda da sam pogriješila adresu.' I nestala mi je iz vida.

Jednog dana sam otišao u rodno mjesto zbog proslave godišnjice mature. Iz znatiželje sam otišao u stari kvart i pitao susjede što je s njom. Rekli su mi da je umrla. Nisam ispustio ni suzu. Potom su mi dali pismo koje je prije smrti ostavila za mene.

'Najdraži sine!

Mislim na tebe cijelo vrijeme. Žao mi je što sam ti došla u kuću i preplašila djecu. Žao mi je što sam za tebe bila sramota cijelo vrijeme tvog djetinjstva i odrastanja. Znaš, kad si bio malen, nastradao si u jednoj nesreći i ostao bez oka. Nisam te mogla takvog gledati, da odrastaš s jednim okom. Zato sam ti dala svoje. Bila sam tako ponosna na svog sina koji vidi cijeli svijet i za sebe i za mene.

Volim te,

tvoja mama.'

nedjelja, 09.12.2007.

....ŽiVoT Je BRuTaLaN,,,,SaMi SMo KRiVi....


....zdravo svima....evo mi smo se vrnuli danas v noći s beča....i bilo je super....imali smo jako puno slobodnog vremena pa smo lutali..i lutali...i dobro kaj smo se ne zgubili...hehe....meli smo super vodiča...dok smo išli kroz sloveniju nam je nekve vice stalno govoril za slovence...pustil nam je filma spidermana...dok smo došli v beč....smo se prvo vozili po gradu..a on je objašnjaval kaj je kaj..bla bla....onda smo išli pešice do jedne gotičke crkve....a ondlo smo dve i pol ure meli slobodno...kupila sam si par fancy stvari....hihi.....ma imaju genijalne dućane...prvo smo se tajana i ja same gubile po dućanima....a na kraju nam se pero pridružil.....i morali smo na wc....pa smo dišli v McDonalds...a bil je guuužva...red je bil se do vuna....valjda ga bilo 20 ljudi...i mi smo se porinuli i odma došli na red....a onda sma ja morala v dućan,išla sam kupiti nekve poznate Mozartove kugle..ugl nekaj za jesti...i pak je bila gužva...al sam se ja pak porinula....hihihhi......odma smo pak išli s vodičom....nekaj smo razgledovali....a onda opet slobodno...i išli smo pero,tajana i ja v nekvu vulicu de ima puno dućani...iskali smo periju nekvu majcu...i došli smo do natpisa sports experts..tak nekak...i pero si je tam štel kupiti majcu...al smo ne znali kak dojti do tam...prvo smo zalutali v podzemnu....jajajj....no,onda smo nekak našli toga dućana...i ja sam vidla jednu lepu majcu...i pero si je kupil.....onda smo išli pit kuhano vino....al je bilo nekvo čudno,,,uff......onda smo se nazaj išli najti s vodičom...i išli smo do busa....malo smo ga duže čekali,al dok sam si sela na bus....koje je to olakšanje bilo.....jer sam se tak našetala...jaaaj...onda smo na busu igrali bingo...glavna nagrada (između ostalog) je bilo i skopsko pivo..al ja nisam bila te sreće da dobijem....eh jebiga....poslije smo gledali mujo i haso....onda sam ja htela malo spavati,jer ssam bila taaak umorna...al me pero stalno zajebaval..jajaj....došla sam doma v pol 1....i onda sam još bila pozvana na rođendan..al je to bilo v drugom selu...i stari me nije htel tam peljati...ajoj....i brat me danas došel zbuditi v pol 1...koji je to idiot...tak da mi se sad još spava.......
...a sad bi se trebala iti učit...al nemam snage ni volje...idem sad još spat...i onda gledat show time....slike bum drugi put stavila....
....aide pozzzz svima....

srijeda, 05.12.2007.

....god must hate me,,,,maybe you should pray for me....


....eiiii.....evo ja sam pak odlučila napisati posta.....jer mi je dossdno.....mislim,morala bi se vučiti patologiju i genetiku...al mi se neda....ma pem se posle....dns sam dobila 3 s hrvatskoga...pisali smo imenice...hehe...a doro je....i pisali smo s vjeronauka...i dobila sam 2....al si smo dobili loše ocjene....hehe...niko je ne nikai znal....eh jebiga...to si bum drugi tjeden ispravila...a i bar sam bolja od monike,ona je 1 dobila...hehe....
...v subotu idemo v beč....kak bu zakon.....kaj ne,tajana??... =)) ...znači sljedeći post bu drugi tjedan....dok se ja vrnem s beča i oporavim...možda budu u neke slikice...al to bumo još vidli......i ve v subotu nam mogla vun sa svojim fatama...jajaj....al bumo mi to nadoknadile onu sljedeću subotu....i onda se budu šuša i monika napile s menom....makar su rekle da ne piju do kraja polugodišta...al ja znam da budu ipak pile...nebudu mogle odoljeti..hihi....
...e je,,,v pondeljek smo si pancha i ja kupile žutoga laka...hehehe....kak to mutavo zgleda...jajaj...al oke..
......a dns pak sam ja na vlaku bila nemoguća....valjda sam 5 put pala.....samo sam se poškliznula sa sjedala....al jenput je jeja bila kriva kaj sam pala...al joj opraštam....i jele smo suncokretove koščice...haha....kak su bile fine... =))
...e ve se idem vučit...valjda...hehe....
...pozdrav svima...i karliju pusa.....

nedjelja, 02.12.2007.

,,,,EMO,,,,


...znam da bu puno ljudi krenulo čitati ov post s hrpom predrasuda na pameti.....e pa predrasudama na mom blogu nema mesta...vjerojatno bum dobila i puno negativnih komentara i neki budu me napadali zbog toga što svi imate neke predrasude prema emo djeci....ja nemam pojma zakaj.....možda zato kaj su iznimno emotivni ili su stalno v crnom ili zbog onih njihovih fancy frizura ili zato kaj se režu......a ste da probali razgovarati s nekim emačem?....ili ga automatski zaobilazite v širokom luku? .....ste probali razgovarati s nekim takvim i probali otkriti da je to možda neka dobra osoba ili osoba uvijek spremna nekom pomoči?....

"Emo je glazbeni žanr i masovni tinejdžerski pokret u kojemu je naglasak na otvorenosti prema svojim emocijama, najčešće onim tužnima.
Mladi koji mu pripadaju hvale se ožiljcima. Mladi blogeri na internetu opisuju kako su nezadovoljni svojim životom i roditeljima.U radikalnijem izdanju emo se veže i uz tinejdžersku depresiju, nezdrave introspekcije te glorifikaciju samoozljeđivanja. Komentatori subkulture nazivaju ga posljednjim velikim tinejdžerskim fenomenom, mnogo većim od gotha koji se u svom najlošijem obliku manifestira kroz depresiju i mržnju prema samome sebi, a u najboljem obliku kroz hipersenzibilnost, sramežljivost i crni humor."


...ali...ko se od vas nije nikad požalil na starce ili bil u depri....mnogi su vjerojatno i pomišljali na samoubojstvo...makar samo na sekundu....
...i puno se ljudi na osnovi ovih saznanja, pozivaju na red da sude takvoj djeci....mislim,ko voli nek izvoli...možda su oni zadovoljni takvi kakvi jesu,,,a na sve strane nailaze na odbacivanje i prigovore.
Još nekaj: uvjerenje da su emo djeca gay......možda neka djeca imaju istospolne sklonosti ali nije nužno da su svi gay ili bi....meni su emači baš fora...sama njihova pojava mi je jako zanimljiva...on njihov samozatajni pogled...uh......volim i one njihove fancy frizure....baš su slatki s takvom kosom,a kako ja volim dečke s dugom i poludugom kosom,ovo mi baš odgovara.....kad vidim emača djeluje mi nekak krhko i nezaštićeno...i to mi je tak slatko....najbolji mi je onaj njihov polutužni,samozatajni pogled....emo djeca su emo i ako nekom to smeta nek to zadrži za sebe jer svatko ima pravo na svoj izbor i na svoj stil života pa makar to bila samo prolazna faza.....zapamtite da vi nemate pravo pozivat ikoga na red zbog toga kakav je netko i jer se vama to ne sviđa....razmislite kako bi se vi osjećali da ste na njihovom mjestu...i da vas svi odbijaju....

pogledajte i EMO ABECEDU:
http://www.no-nothingrock.com/articles/emoabc/abc1.html

evo još par činjenica o emačima....to sam našla na nekom blogu...
"-oni briju na crnu i na crvenu
-oni su biseksualni
-njih niko ne razumije
-oni nikada nisu veseli
-oni moraju biti tuzni
-oni imaju crnu kosu preko ociju
-oni ne smiju priznat da su emo
-oni nose vansice
-oni uvijek nose duge rukave
-oni imaju oziljke po tijelu i pokazuju ih
-oni misle da su kul s tim
-oni se rezu i teski su pesimisti
-oni mrze sve i svi mrze njih
-oni se boje skinheda
-oni nose zensku robu
-oni nose sarene boje da izgledaju veselo
-oni tvrde da nisu sretni zivotom
-njih metalci preziru
-oni placu za svako sranje
-oni pokusavaju biti posebni na krivi nacin
-njih subkultura izbacuje ako priznaju da su emo
-oni su smeće
-oni nemaju zivot
-oni su gay"

"....depresija, plakanje, rezanje, mržnja prema svemu živom i neživom (osim žileta),non stop v sjebanom raspoloženju,crna obleka, razmišljanje o samoubojstvu, život preko interneta, izdvajanje iz društva-sve je to dio emo stila...."
....mislim stvarno...koji idiot je to napisal....pola toga ni nije istina....mislim stvarno...koji kurac vam oni smetaju...nek+mojte se obazirati na njih...i pustite ih da žive kak oni oču....kao da ste vi savršeni...moš mislit....

e da...još nekaj...u hrvatskoj se emo stil prvo pojavil v varaždinu :-)

...par emo bendova:
Fall Out Boys
Panic! At The Disco
Funeral for a Friend
Taking Back Sunday
Dashboard Confessional
Death Cab for Cutie
Bright Eyes
My Chemical Romance
Simple Plan
Jimmy Eat World
The Get Up Kids
Blink 182

"Emo generacija u određenoj mjeri funkcionira poput tajnog bratstva. Pravi emo klinac ne smije “priznati” da je emo te na takav deklarativan način “autati” svoju subkulturu. Pripadnost se izražava slušanjem emo i screamo bandova, komuniciranjem sa svijetom preko internetskog foruma MyPlace te darkerskom modom u kojoj prevladavaju crna odjeća, blijedi ten, crne ekstenzije, naočale s crnim rubovima, crna šminka oko očiju u maniri Johnnyja Deppa iz “Pirata s Kariba”, cipele i torbice s uzorkom zebre ili leoparda, crne majice s imenima bandova, uske crne traperice te bandane koje prekrivaju stvarne i lažne ožiljke od samoranjavanja.
Tipični emo klinac opisuje se kao “Rimbaud u šoping centru”. On je tinejdžer iz prosječne suburbijske obitelji, “koji se pretvara da je gay”. Život shvaća na iznimno melodramatičan način, najmanji problemi na koje nailazi dobivaju goleme razmjere, a na vlastiti život gleda kroz razne katastrofične scenarije.Iako konzervativni kolumnisti pišu da emo promiče “kulturu rezanja”, svojim bandanama i narukvicama emo klinci najčešće simuliraju samoranjavanje. Štoviše, emo subkultura u određenom segmentu promiče zdrav život (koliko je to već moguće kod tinejdžera koji dane i noći provode na internetu, a sport smatraju ideološki nepoćudnim). Premda antidepresiv Zoloft neki nazivaju službenom emo tabletom, i droga, i alkohol i cigarete ne smatraju se poželjnima.Emo je tradicionalna tinejdžerska subkultura koja se izražava kroz emocionalnost i miroljubivost, a pubertetsku agresiju često usmjerava prema unutra. Od hipija emo preuzima usmjerenost prema hipersenzibilnosti i duhovnosti. Od novoromantičara i darkera preuzima modu i crni kič. Od grungera preuzima poziciju društvene izopćenosti."


...kaj se mene tiče - EMAČI SU ZAKON!!!!

srijeda, 28.11.2007.

POŠTEN,BEZ AMBICIJA-LUZERSKA TRADICIJA;MOJA DEFINICIJA



....zdrawo swima...malo mi je dosadno pa sam odlučila
napisati novoga posta....ve se bum probala zmisliti kaj
je bilo ov vikend....eh,,,pa ovak.....v subotu smo meli
nastavu....dva sata hrvatski i dva sata matematike...i
dojde ov s matemtike na sat...i reče da pišemo...a
NITKO NIŠT NEZNA!!!!...i napiše on na ploču a i b grupu
...i ja sam trebala pisati b grupu,,al sam a....heheeh
..i onda je ov došel do mene...a nesem skužila i videl
je da pišem a grupu pa me stiral vun...heheh.....al im
je onda posle rekel nek prestanu pisati..jer su se svi
spominali...i da budu drugi put..haha...
.....v subotu je i laura mela samo 4 sata..pa smo onda ona i ja išle kupiti blackyija za navečer...jer je išla s menom v kotoribu...a tam v vž smo si još kupile dva tuborga,vodku i brandyija..i to smo spile na željeznički na wc-u...haha...navečer su laura i vanessa došle po mene....pa smo išle po moniku,i ivanu....i dišle smo na pizzu....al su vanessa i ivana dišle nuter jest pizzu,a laura,monika i ja smo si naručile za vun..i jele iza pizzerije....onda smo dišle v ljubavno gnjezdo..tam smo spile blackyija...i onda v kvazar...bil je bambus party....bambus=5kn....hihi....laura je ne nikai pila jer je mama posle došla po nju,pa je ne smela kaj nebi stara skužila..ove su odma prešle na bambus....a ja sam prvo jednoga becksa...a onda dalje pila bambuse.....monika i ivana su se napile..haha....pa smo vanessa i ja morale paziti na njih...samo su sranja delale...hehehe....
...a v nedelju smo pak vanessa,monika,ivana i ja išle na pizzu pa v kvazar....to nam je već ritual....v subotu v kvazar,a v nedelju na pizzu,pa pak v kvazar....jee,,dok smo v nedelju došle v kvazar i naručile si cedevitu,konobar se samo nasmejal i pital:''kaj denes nebudu bambusi??''....a saki put si pustimo nekaj od psihomodo popa...a nega spota pa je navek prikazana slika od Gopca...a potpuno je goli..jajaj....i ve dok smo štele iti dimo,rekel nam je konobar kaj još malo pričekamo,da bu ve jedna lepa pesma...pustil je:Let 3-Rado ide Srbin u vojnike (pička)...a na spotu si drkaju...mislim HALLO????....
...v pondeljek smo pisali latinski...i on odma na satu ispravlja..jer pol razreda piše jen sat,a druga polovica drugi sat...i ve on me prozove dok mi je ispravljal...a ja sam mela majcu kaj gori piše: TE HIĆE?? .....dok sam došla napri,ovi su se si počeli smijati..al ov s lat. je ne nikai skužil...heheh....
....uhh,danas sam bila dežurna...hihihii.....yeeea,nisam bila na fiziki... :-)
...a za dva tjedna idem v beč.....yeeeeeea.....s par ljudi s razreda...zakon!!.....
...uhh,,,upravo mi svira jedna ZAKON pesma....desciple-rise up.....fala periju,on mi je dal tu pesmu.....valjda...ma je,on je.....ugl. fala.....
....eh,,idem ve pomali...već sam dugo ne nikoga pozdravila...pa bi ve mogla...pa...pozzz moniki,ivani,vanessi,vale,panchi,lindach,lauri,dariji,
jeji,mariji,ani,nives,jeleni,valentini,martini,periju,
svenu,ćusu,belaviću,mikacu (kak ti je zub?? :-) ),tajani,ket,andrei,karli,petri v.,mićiju,borisu,robiju,valjiju,buciju,...itd itd....e ve sam se stvarno raspisala...i nadam se da sam ne koga zabila....
....do sljedećeg pisanja.... :-)